Hiya ladies just a little update, going back to work today think I need the distraction more than anything else, feeling a bit better now, just don't wanna face people more than anything I had to tell work as I'm a chef so my jobs quite physical sometimes long hours on your feet heavy lifting and all that. Just gotta stand back up brush yourself off and know it will happen when it's supposed to. I've kept the little cow that cow and gate sent me as a memory this will always be my first pregnancy my first baby.