beanster
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I don't really know what to say but need to share my frustrations with someone and give my poor OH a rest (he is great).
Have had 3 MC's since May - well 2 defo and 1 that is highly likely. Anyway just felt a bit weird this cycle and though it was hormones still up in air after MC in Oct and having had tests done at hospital etc but have tested and got a BFP. In fact have done one (or two) everyday for the last week and they have all been BFP's LOL!
Can't believe it and I really want to be super excited cos this week has been crap. Our baby should have been due last week but had MC in May for first time, and this week and christmas in general has been really tough going so far and very emotional. Now i am scared to believe that this BFP will stick and so can't get too excited but really want to be and I'm soo mixed up and confused.
Sorry to rant on but am all over the place - crying, smiling at tests, feeling stressed and sick and dying for a huge glass of wine!
Have had 3 MC's since May - well 2 defo and 1 that is highly likely. Anyway just felt a bit weird this cycle and though it was hormones still up in air after MC in Oct and having had tests done at hospital etc but have tested and got a BFP. In fact have done one (or two) everyday for the last week and they have all been BFP's LOL!
Can't believe it and I really want to be super excited cos this week has been crap. Our baby should have been due last week but had MC in May for first time, and this week and christmas in general has been really tough going so far and very emotional. Now i am scared to believe that this BFP will stick and so can't get too excited but really want to be and I'm soo mixed up and confused.
Sorry to rant on but am all over the place - crying, smiling at tests, feeling stressed and sick and dying for a huge glass of wine!