Bad Week

[Butterflykisses]

This is the week I should have been giving birth to my own baby. Instead all I seem to see is everyone elses babies or ladies with baby bumps. Just seems to be everywhere I go. I know this is probably more obvious to me given that my due date would have been this Thursday if I hadn't been unfortunate enough to MC. I will be ok but this week I just want to hide away instead I've been doing everything to try and keep my head occupied.

Just had to write this down cos have no-one here right now to talk to. xxx

 

[laurat]

Im sorry Butterfly, its hard at times like this. I know the feeling too as everyone in the world seems to bepregnant at the moment or pushing a pram.

My due date is coming in October and I so wanted to be pregnant and past the 12 weeks stage by then with a bump myself and I realise now that that dream has passed too. Its just so damn annoying and unfair now. We have to try to keep positive honey. Head up remembering and thinking that when we get our own sticky beans then we will be so happy and also able to realise how this my effect others who are unlucky in their journey. Big hug!

 

[kanga86]

I'm sorry to hear this, it is so hard hitting the big milestones like this. I dread january coming around, as I know I am going to be sad as that is when I should have been due. Just wanted to sent u some big hugs xx

 

[dyscochick]

from me. I'm dreading January for the same reason as Kanga, I was due then too and because of the wedding we are putting off trying til the new year. I know I will find it tough, really thinking of you hun, glad you still feel you can post here, cos we are here, even if noone else is xxx

 

[Nurse 26]

aww hun, i know how it is, i would have a 2 month old if my first pregnancy had gone right. i hope you are ok hun its tough but i know you are a tough cookie and you will get through this, its only a matter of time before you get the baby bump you deserve

xxxx

 

[k8_005]

be positive and you will be a mum someday in the future, but having lost one myself i do know how you feel ( am lucky to be currently on a second chance preg) but still been thinking of you all in this section and sending you a big hug xxx

 

[EllieC]

oh hun, sending you loads of hugs, its gonna be really hard and there are always going to be certain days or things that remind you. It is good to keep busy but it is also really good and healthy to have some time on your own and a damn good cry and shout, if you feel that you need that dont deny yourself but dont feel bad if you dont, Thinking of you at this really really hard time and if you want to chat- just msge me xxxx

 

[Spinneygirl]

Sending you big hugs, i would have been due next month im not looking forward to it xxx

 

[Butterflykisses]

Have gone past my "due date" which was yesterday. Went to work yesterday to be told by my young colleague that I looked like I wanted to cry at any minute. If only she knew how close she was to the truth. Was so down all morning when home alone but when I got into work and had people to talk to and distract me I got through with no more tears.

Thank you everyone for your support. Its great to be able to type everything on here

 

[Lilelephant]

Big hugs him I know-how it is I mc'd on the day first one would have been due even OH said all he saw was babies and pregnant women! X

 

[FeeGee]

((hugs)) xxxx

 

[Butterflykisses]

Big hugs him I know-how it is I mc'd on the day first one would have been due even OH said all he saw was babies and pregnant women! X

That's so sad. Losing one is bad but to lose another day 1st would have been due - my heart goes out to you.

 

[JoJo79]

xxxxxxx

 

[Constantstar]

Hun I know u might think I'm silly or stupid to say this but I'm sure things happen for a reason . I have my gorgeous baby in his Moses basket next to me- if I didn't have my mc before him he wouldn't be here and I coulnt imagine life without him. I myself was born after by mum had 6 mc and I wouldn't be here if they didn't happen so I try to think that it happens for a reason and I know it doesn't feel like it now and I know how sad it is, but hopefully in the future , the very bear future I hope ul be looking at your lo like me And realise when u look back there was a reason. Chin up and big hugs to u xx


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[Corrinne37]

Hey Butterflies,
The birth date and around that time was the hardest for me after my mmc.
But after that date had past I can honestly say that I started to feel a whole lot better, like I was able to let go after that, like hat baby deserved that 9 months for me to grieve, and until that time had passed I wasnt ready to have another.
I really hope this is the same for you.
Grieve now, cry your heart out if you need to and let that lost baby go, that baby wasnt meant to be, but another will. xxxxx
hugs. xxxx