Really lovely to see all the scan pictures over the last few days! congrats everyone!
Well just one more sleep before our follow up scan where hopefully we will see a heartbeat! We have been feeling really positive about it as have had nausea and sore boobs and been really tired too, but then yesterday i had a little spotting, really really light pink and hardly any at all, but on three occasions. Haven't had any today, but still can't help thinking now that tomorrow will be bad news!
In a strange way I am more worried about how it will affect my Fiance if it is bad news! He has always wanted children whereas if I am honest I have only wanted them since I have been with him. I also already have a successful career and have only chosen not to take the next step because we decided to try for a baby, so whilst I would be upset if it didn't happen I have a plan b to follow and something else to focus on to help me through, if hope that doesn't sound to harsh or cold. Whereas he has a job he enjoys but it's not the career he really wants and is all set to be a stay at home Dad! Plus, god forbid it is bad news, this would be my second miscarriage whereas is would be his 5th as he had three with a previous partner! I know that you will all tell me to think positively and on the whole I have been , but have always been the kind of person who has to think through all possibilities, good and bad!
Anyway here I am babbling on again! Think I could win the award for longest posts in April Mummies threads! My appt is at 9 so I will update you as soon as I can although we have both made the decision that we will go back to work whatever the news, as we work best when we have time apart to process things first, and I also work with my best friend so my support network is at work! Anyway I really must stop babbling!
hope everyone is well and has had a good day!
Tasha x