Hope81
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I had a mmc 2 weeks ago, for blighted ovum. Yes I felt sorry but I never cried, I am not sad, not that sad as other girls are, from the posts that I read at least...
Only 2 weeks and I feel as I never been pregnant, like everything happened to someone else. No crying so nth, just co tinued like nth happened.
Ok just tell me now, am I a freak?
Where is the deep pain that I should feel? After all I lost my baby.
Am I even suitable to be a mother ? Maybe I will never be able to bond with the baby.
Maybe that's why I mc? Because I am not mention to be a mom?
I love children and I certainly want my LO but where is that deep love that I hear about?will it come later or I am doing a terrible mistake?
Ok enough ranting....sorry for that girls. Feel free to read and run lol just wanted to take it out of my chest...
Only 2 weeks and I feel as I never been pregnant, like everything happened to someone else. No crying so nth, just co tinued like nth happened.
Ok just tell me now, am I a freak?
Where is the deep pain that I should feel? After all I lost my baby.
Am I even suitable to be a mother ? Maybe I will never be able to bond with the baby.
Maybe that's why I mc? Because I am not mention to be a mom?
I love children and I certainly want my LO but where is that deep love that I hear about?will it come later or I am doing a terrible mistake?
Ok enough ranting....sorry for that girls. Feel free to read and run lol just wanted to take it out of my chest...