I'm sorry you're out for this monthWell, I’ve just got my period. It’s very light but I’ve given up hoping it’s an implantation bleed. I could feel it coming today, have been feeling very depressed and unmotivated.
It’s so hard to stay positive when nothing continues to happen month after month. And I felt so confident this month. Oh well, I guess the next step is the HSG.
How long have you been ttc if you don't mind me asking? xx
Thank youAwww so sorry it’s been such a rough month! Hope you start to just feel better in general soon!Glad you can share your feelings here! It’s so nice to have the extra support!
honestly I have been trying so hard for months to keep it together really but I'm just at the end of my tether and burnt out. I'm just sick of struggling. I don't really have anyone right now either which isn't helping 
We’ve been trying for 16 months and I’m 38 and so it’s constantly playing on my mind. I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time.I'm sorry you're out for this month
It’s so hard to stay positive etc when nothing happens. My friend was trying for over 2 years and is now pregnant and I’m over the moon for her but I think it made this month hit me especially hard. I just don’t understand why it’s not happening. I’ll hopefully be having my HSG soon and you can’t dtd before that so I hope that doesn’t mean next month is out automatically. How long have you been trying? xx
Awww I’m sorry it’s been so rough. Things tend to pile up, and cause stress. :/ I think we all kind of go through that phase. There are so many of us on here that have been trying for quite some time. I’m glad to here that you are feeling a bit better now though!Thank you
It has been quite quiet, but it’s nice to have some new active/returning members over here in this part of the forum!!! The support is so nice to have. Trying catch up over here. I’ve been checking in, but every time I sit to reply, something comes up…and the draft sits here.
I’m a bit behind over here, but just wanted to say that I’m glad you are beginning to feel somewhat better!
I was so sad to read through your posts, but sometimes it feels nice to just be able to share somewhere. I’m coming up to ovulation , hopefully, so hope the next couple weeks go fast. x x x
. I’m managing to get my positive thinking back on track which is good and it is so nice to have somewhere to be able to vent! I can’t have the HSG this cycle as day 9-12 has to be on a Monday, but I’m looking at it as another chance to get a bfp this cycle and maybe not needing the HSG! Fingers crossed!!
I’m ok
Thanks for asking. I realllllyyyyy wanted this to be the month….who doesn’t lol…..we’re all here for the same reason. I didn’t think it was possible, but I had two evaps…one I knew because it was Cb….the other one, I’ve never had any sort of evap on even after the time frame. Been crampy, and started spotting yesterday, so if I am completely honest….I’m kind of down about that…and tomorrow is February, so out till March. Always makes it seem longer lol. My hubby test results came back pretty normal. I tested a little high for TSH. It was like 3.4….which they said is normal, but for TTC it needs to be under 2.5. I’m on some low dose med to fix that, and retest. Next step is to have my Cd3 blood work, retest my prolactin (which was slightly elevated), and then retest TSH in three weeks. I thought I would be getting my HSG too in the next few weeks, but it hasn’t been mentioned again….and I’m kind of nervous about it lol. Maybe we will end up having it on the same week!!!
Sorry you’re feeling down. I find it impossible to not feel down for a least half a day or so when I start my period, and I guess it’s natural given how much we want it. Some months I can cope better than others though. This month, I felt completely devastated for most of the day.I’m ok
This is so reassuring! Thanks for the encouraging words!!!Ah, try not to worry ladies, the HSG is a little uncomfortable but nothing more than that, you'll be fine if you do need it but fingers crossed this will be the month and so you won't
Now it’s my turn to be sorry for being too downer. It is so encouraging though to have so many others that understand the thoughts, feelings, and emotions though!!!! I absolutely hate anything involving needles, so I’m trying to combine as many blood tests as possible lol….but I agree…so many!!!!! Even though your HSG is delayed, it’s not too far away. I do hope though that neither of us need it!!! Mine probably wouldn’t be until the first or second week in March, but we shall see.
