Just had a contraction ... shame it's the first since lunchtime
My poor nipples are red raw from me tweaking them. Well, tweaking is putting it kindly, I've nearly been ripping them off
Have been running up the stairs and jumping down them 2 at a time (holding on tightly of course) Had bumping down the stairs competitions with my 2 years old and have walked around my living room 100 times in both directions.
Had a good delve around 'up there' managed to get a finger in my cervix, but when I went to the toilet again 20 mins later, I couldn't
Going to have some rough sex from behind (I mean rough - was in agony last night) again tonight and then get DH to do another sweep.
All in all a very unhappy MM - I know it could all happen suddenly but I really don't think my luck is going to run that good.
DD's present from the baby is sat on the side taunting me as well. Bloody Thomas the Tank Engine carpet
SHe should have it in her bedroom by now - instead its sat here wrapped up really badly waiting for Green Bean to get the hell out of me
I'm currently lurching between desperately wanting to meet my baby and be a family of 4 and kiss and cuddle him/her and feeling a shameful sense of loathing that he/she is putting me through this
I know in the grand scheme of things it is nothing - many people have much much worse things to worry about and contend with - but I just can't seem to get a grip at the moment.
