I've been doing really well with the ttc thing, havent been taking it too seriously or anything... Post on a few other forums and just found out a good friend from there is having a baby... Im really happy for her and stuff but im just thinking when will it be me? Feels like the whole thing has been tainted after 2 consecutive misscarriages. Sometimes I wish I was one of the lucky ones who found out they were pregnant and had a better ride then finding out twice it was a no go. I also feel hormonal again so have a good feeling it didnt happen this month. To toip that off had to listen to the mil go on about her husbands grandkids and how cute they were etc etc. i dont give a flying fck. I don't understand what I've done to be punsished like this i really dont?!!!!