lilcurly
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Good Morning all.
On Monday I had a BHCG test taken and my result was 72 MIU I was 5+5 and they told me it was normal. I had my bloods taken again on Wednesday and the doctor phoned me with the result. The level had reduced to 67 at 6 weeks. She told me to expect a miscarriage. The cramps and spotting are starting. Would it have been easier if I didn't know it was coming? Sitting here everyday wondering if that day is when it will start properly is torture. The doctors wouldn't do anything to help me, they said I just need to wait it out. I find the whole scenario to be very heartless. Not only do I have to sit here and wait for a "heavier than normal period" I have to also come to terms with the fact that this is the most I will get from my healthcare provider is a talk about how the baby wasn't even a baby yet. It doesn't matter that it wasn't a baby yet. I loved it.
On Monday I had a BHCG test taken and my result was 72 MIU I was 5+5 and they told me it was normal. I had my bloods taken again on Wednesday and the doctor phoned me with the result. The level had reduced to 67 at 6 weeks. She told me to expect a miscarriage. The cramps and spotting are starting. Would it have been easier if I didn't know it was coming? Sitting here everyday wondering if that day is when it will start properly is torture. The doctors wouldn't do anything to help me, they said I just need to wait it out. I find the whole scenario to be very heartless. Not only do I have to sit here and wait for a "heavier than normal period" I have to also come to terms with the fact that this is the most I will get from my healthcare provider is a talk about how the baby wasn't even a baby yet. It doesn't matter that it wasn't a baby yet. I loved it.