Thanks for all the support girls, I was a wreck last week.but this.week with the beautiful weather, I'm coming to terms with it all, my DH is convinced that as they said the dye reached the ovary on my left tube I could still catch .. I love his optimism I have mentally accepted the reality of the situation but we are going to carry on as normal and not use anything I feel calmer now, as if I've really accepted it, I am focussing everything I have on improving the family I do have, and I've got the ball rolling on starting my NVQ at school, ill be working every afternoon at school to do.this so.it will keep me busy, good luck to all you lovely and very deserving ladies xxx