This is going to make me sound horrid....

[Hchee1979]

My husbands best friend and his wife has a miscarriage a few weeks before we did in March and my hubby came home and told me last night that shes now 8 weeks gone again. Dont get me wrong I'm really chuffed for them to be pregnant again but I'm so fricking depressed that we aren't.

I want to be normal and have normal cycles so I know where I'm OV'ing but no I'm stuck with a cycle that is all over the place and I've not got a clue whats going on.

I know that if I put myself under pressure to catch that it's not going to happen (watched kettle and all that) but I'm so fed up of everyone having what I want.

God I sound such a moany cow but I feel much better just writing it down
Thanks for listening.
x

 

[CupcakeMummy]

Oh sweetie you aren't mean at all!!

I get really down everytime I find out someone is pregnant. And always feel awful that I can't be happy.

It's a horrible way to feel but I get a lot better when I come on here and talk about it and realise I'm not the only one and it's normal to feel this way. Xxxx

 

[dyscochick]

Sweetheart if you are horrid, so am I and I refuse to believe that we, just in a horrible period of limbo.

I had an email yesterday from a student in the lab as he's finished his thesis. It was a chatty goodbye email to everyone and then he announces his wife is 12 weeks gone. She is due on my due date. I was gutted. Its heart wrenching, I'm so jealous. We can't TTC yet as my body is still way off being ready, I'm still spotting from mmc, but I just miss my baby.

 

[CupcakeMummy]

So sorry to hear that dysco. Sounds like something that'd have me in pieces.

We're here for you.

Xxxxx

 

[cupcake77]

same for me honey i mc in may and theres a young girl at work whos 5 months pg and doesnt really want to be and moans all the time about what shes missing out on and i just want to scream makes it worse im her boss so have to keep quiet she already has a little girl and when she found out she was having another girl wasnt happy lifes very unfair and all we can do is try our best to think positive and hope for the best xxxx

 

[CupcakeMummy]

Oh goodness Cupcake that must be really hard not to have a go at her!!!

Would make me SO mad!

 

[Butterflykisses]

I think we all have the same feelings. It's so hard to be happy every time that we hear of someone being pregnant. It's doesn't mean that we're not happy for them, just means that we miss our own baby and are desperate to have the same feelings that all our pregnant friends/acquaintances are having.

to everyone who has suffered loss and hopefully we'll all get BFP soon. xx

 

[cupcake77]

makes me really mad cupcake mummy and because shes not doing her job very well at the moment she has to work the same shifts as me and i cant stand it she makes me sick but ive got to be profesional about it or its me that will be in trouble its awful xxx

 

[Hchee1979]

Thanks girls you've all made me feel a lot better about it all!
Just gotta wait until o-day now! and fingers crossed its our lucky month !

Lots of baby dust to you all!
xxx

 

[kirstymichelle]

My god are you me lol??? My best friend had a miscarriage not long ago and now she is 8 weeks preg again! straight away , and i'm pleased and all that but soooooo jealous , I know its not good to be but she has a 1 year old baby and now PG again , i've been trying since she got pg with the first!! i could just

 

[flisstebbs]

Yup, same feelings here after mc. Every time i hear someones pregnant it makes me horribly jealous and i have to try and swallow it down.

Cupcake.....shame you can't sack her - employemnt law is a *******!

xxx