Morning sickness kicked in and I quit smoking. Not tobacco or even my ecig. At first it was fine but then I was spending all my time crying over everything. I was anxious at a mum and tot group and ended up in tears again. The next day at a friends house I had a cigarette, a poor excuse but I suddenly felt too anxious to drive home after having a chance to talk about how I have been feeling. She told me to not beat myself up because being stressed is not great either. I have tried to only use my e cig but my dad has been staying in our spare room and keeps leaving his tobacoo around and even leaving me a bit when he goes out because he knows I keep pinching them. I did ask him to keep it away from me but only lasted a day. the midwife wasn't impressed with the use of the ecig so it feels pointless to smoke that and still have all the emotions going crazy. So i just trying to limit how much I smoke. I have been referred to stop smoking and need to get in contact with them. I feel so frustrated with myself. The smoking is making me feel sick again and I dont feel that I look after myself as much as when I had stopped. I managed 6 weeks ish without anything. Its now 3 nearly 4 weeks since I started smoking again and I am disappointed with myself. DP works most weekends and I am stuck in the house again which is my biggest battle tbh. I also rarely get time to myself for yoga or friends or life! Often my DP is home when little one at nursery or napping and then I feel I cant take the time for myself because he is in the way and I end up sitting in the garden with tea and a fag. DP also only smokes his ecig since I got pregnant, I am proud of him but feel even worse with my massive slip up. Smoking keeps me occupied in all those inbetween moments. And gives me a chance to escape situations. I am writing this more to write it down and get it out than for actual advice.