Yeah, I was like that with my last pregnancy, no one's going up there!!! Aha this time I'm just like fuck it, it cant hurt.
I'm happy with either, well I was until I had that dream, now I want a boy aha! Didn't wanna wake up lmao. I was so sad, like in my dream I've never loved anything so much. I got all teary eyed, thinking it's never going to happen. 4 and a bit days till ikno if it's a viable pregnancy. Man I'm gonna be so crushed if it's another miscarriage, like just thinking about I'm probably gonna have a melt down... after a mc i distance myself from hubby (nit on purpose) and it's does out lots of pesure on us. Xx