right then here we goooooo lol

[jojo3972]

Hiya well most of u know me n those that done here is a bit about me,I joined in december after ttc after my mmc may 11 so I got lucky in march and got my bfp yey all going great but sadly second scan at 9 weeks ish told me my bby had died week 7 just after I saw hb on scan after another erpc and lots and lots of tears and a trip to the doc I'm now bk and officialy started yesterday as dtd finnaly as havnt dtd since I got my bfp as didn't want to risk another mc but it did no gd anyways,so started on low dose asprin and high dose folic acid and here I am but I have no idea when I will ovulate as still getting faint lines on hpt but can ovulate on hcg levels 1000 and under sooo hello to u all and gd luck to us all and buckets of baby dust all round :-D xxxxx

 

[Rednursie]

So sorry to hear about your losses Jojo, how sad for you. I had a mmc in February at 13 weeks after seeing baby's hb twice on scans-Such a shock. I've been really scared now ttc in case the same thing happens again. But everyone on here is so comforting and supportive, it's amazing. I really hope your body settles down soon love. Wishing you all the best on your journey ttc, sending you lots of baby dust. Love and hugs xx

 

[jojo3972]

thank you and sorry about ur loss also ((hugs)) i guess we cant just go around thinking wat if wat if i know its hard to see past all the negativity and i tried so hard to be possitive this time but it all went wrong again :-/ my want for a baby far outways my fear of having another mc so i will go and try again altho im 39 my time is running out lol and i am lucky to have 6 healthy fantastic children and some ppl dont even have 1 i should be greatfull but my body craves another child and i cant turn it off :-/ gd luck for ur bfp and a healy 9 months xx

 

[Rednursie]

Thank you Jojo, it's great to hear someone so positive! Your right, we can't live our life thinking what if all of the time. It was only after my miscarriage i realised just how much i wanted a baby. I dont care what it takes now! Fingers crossed we both get a bfp soon and have a lovely pregnancy this time xx

 

[jojo3972]

and lots of hehe xx

 

[babyfever]

Hiya JoJo, you said you're still getting faint positives on hpt tests? But if the docs said it was ok to ttc again I guess it doesn't matter, lots of baby dust to you Jo

 

[jojo3972]

yer baby at mo i have no idea where my body is but hpts are very faint and more than likely under 1000 judging by the line its like that of a 14 dpo test would be n that is around 500 hcg levels can ya tell i been googling lol so im just going with the flow realy and will just see how i go i guess cos can ov if levels are 1000 and under ,how are u doing anywyas dont see u around much ? xx

 

[3Beloved]

Hello & Welcome

Sorry to hear about your MC's.
Glad to hear your have a lot of positivity

x

 

[jojo3972]

thank you its all i have left realy is to try to stay possitive i have lost it a few times these past 3 weeks and hit rock bottom thinking i shoulda been this i shoulda been that but its doing no one any gd least myself so gave myself a gd kik up ass n here we go hehe

 

[Poppy1987]

So sorry about your loss, I hope your doing ok and fingers crossed for a sticky bfp soon x

 

[SmallPurpleCat]

Goodluck! xx

 

[flisstebbs]

hey jojo, really good to hear you feeling positive again. don't want to put a downer on you, but in the interest of being honest the hpt doesn't sound quite right to me. have your cycles got back to normal? i only ask as there was a lady on here last year who had something similar and needed a D&C to clear some retained pregnancy tissue that stopped her getting back to normal. she was getting a lot of irregular bleeding though...

really hope you don't need anything other than some good lovin' to get your third time lucky (i'm hoping i can come with you on that!!)

 

[jojo3972]

hi fliss, well all the bleeding i have had and pain was 1 day after erpc in fact i didnt have any pain tbh and had nothing since appart from tiny bit of brown spotting other day n it was more that thick clumpy cm ya get but was brown and now my cm is turning into ewcm, the surgeon told me that they did a gd job on me cos i had a bit more bleeding than usual during the erpc so they made sure they got everything this is why i had minimal bleeding and pain,i have read on a number of places that u can hcg in ur body for up to 8 weeks after a mc depending how far u were and how high ur hcg was, i think by next week it will be a - hpt fingers crossed and thnx for advice xx

 

[flisstebbs]

that does sound like a thorough procedure. Hope your hpts go negative then positive again soon! I had a ghost line this morning only, so think things might start firing up again soon! After this cycle I can get back on it!!