Hi guys only me im sorry that i have only just replied iv just needed to get my head around all this.
Ok i went to hosp and i got in there just after four. They checked my blood tests and they were fine it just showed that i was slightly anaemic, which wasnt a problem.
However the news is not that great i started having pains this arfternoon and have started and im still bleeding but its not a lot though. They done the scan and i saw the baby with a good heartbeat she said it wasnt as strong as before but its ok.
I may miscarry though if i keep bleeding but the bleeding is light so it can really go two ways really, its 50/50 it depends how the next couple of days go but iv got to prepare myself that the baby may not make it.
If i really start to bleed badly or get a lot of pain then iv gotta go to the hosp otherwise they will get in touch with me next week to arrange another scan if need be or may have to wait till my 12 week scan on 16th jan.
I am praying
that it will be ok but there is not a lot i can do now except wait which i just feel its so final im like on a cliff hanger not sure whether to jump or not if you understand what i mean.
Maybe im not meant to be a mum! Im sorry im not giving up hope yet but im feeling all different kind of emotions at the moment and thats why its taken me 20 mins to write this.
I would just like to say thank you for all your kind words and thoughts over the last few days it has been really appreciated as you guys are just a few that know.
Take care and i will post soon