My IVF journey

[xxcharliexx]

Oh lisey sounds so hopeful!! How long until testing? Xx

 

[lisey]

I can't bring myself to get excited. Too nervous. OTD is Friday but technically AF would be due Tuesday xx

 

[xxcharliexx]

Oh wow so close!! Yeah defo hard to get excited as need to prepare yourself for the worst unfortunately but it all sounds so positive! xx

 

[Dee28]

It certainly sounds positive, will you wait til Friday to test? Xx

 

[Blueflower]

Ooh, do a cheapy on Tuesday!

 

[lisey]

I just don't know when I will test. I am not feeling tempted yet, I am going to wait as close as I can to OTD. Its really getting scary now. I had the awful sickly feeling in bed again last night and again this morning, worse at night though, it feels like the start of a sickness bug but I have had it for a while, getting progressively worse, surely if it was a bug, it would have kicked in by now? xx

 

[Bethyboo87]

Am so excited for you, Lisey, keep checking this thread everyday. Really really really really hope this is it for you now. Best of luck Hun xx

 

[lisey]

Awww thanks bethyboo, its so lovely to know there are people excited for me
These next few days are going to drag, I wish I had a fast forward button xx

How are you? 14 weeks already? That has gone by quickly, although I'm sure it probably hasn't for you xx

 

[Blueflower]

I have a feeling it might have worked first time for you! Mind you I thought it had worked for me and I was wrong! But this does seem a lot more likely!

 

[Bethyboo87]

I don't know how you're doing this, I'd be pulling my hair out!! But definitely understand not wanting to test. It's all sounding good though, keeping my fingers crossed!

Yes 14 weeks, can't believe it. To be honest it has gone quite quickly for me, I'd been trying to ignore it and pretend it wasn't happening incase it went tits up and I was back to square one again. But so far so good, it's mad, honestly still can't get my head around it lol. Xx

 

[lisey]

Thanks blueflower and bethyboo, I actually don't know how I am not testing. I am just too scared to do it. I will only use a digi so I purposely haven't bought one yet. I have a slight backache today making me nervous but I have had a backache for months so I don't know why I am fixating on it being a negative thing, plus its more of a muscular backache. I am struggling to eat as I just don't fancy anything but that could be nerves. I am going to try to occupy myself for the rest of the day by cooking a nice madras from scratch and decorating the tree. I seem to only get the backache when I think about it so want to take my mind off of it and see if its still there or my mind playing tricks (as it often does).
So glad all is going well for you bethyboo, must be amazing xx

 

[Browneyed Girl]

Hi hun, all these symptoms sound very promising! Fx for your bfp xx

 

[lisey]

Just had some pinky blood thinking its not worked. Absolutely devastated xx

 

[xxcharliexx]

Oh lisey. My friend bled around this time with Ivf and she got a positive test. I really hope it's the same for you. Will be thinking of you xx

 

[Dee28]

Ive read lots of IVF successes that have had bleeds, I think it's quite common from what I gather, preying a just one of those things xx

 

[lisey]

I decided to test so put myself out of my misery. Got a faint line on the test the hospital gave me so went to the shops to buy more. Got this with only holding wee for an hour and a half. Still paranoid about the light bleeding and keep thinking the line should be darker but a relief to actually have a bfp. I hope it all works out. Charlie, did your friends pregnancy wotk out ok? Xx

Won't let me upload the pic for some reason xx

 

[Blueflower]

I can understand you not testing, I didn't want to either because it was so terrifying!
Is it much blood? Sure its not over for you. X

 

[Blueflower]

Oh I just sent that last message at the same time as yours! You got a line!

 

[lisey]

I did, on 3 tests cos I didn't believe them. I don't know why I can never upload pics anymore xx

 

[lisey]