Corrinne37
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The due date of my 2nd angel baby is tomorrow,
oh how my heart hurts when i think what could of been around this time, how different i would of been feeling right now....
....maybe i would of had my baby already, and the new baby buzz, mixed with extreme tiredness, and endless visitors and phonecalls or maybe i had just started going into labour or i was fat and heavy and fed up!
but no, no baby not even a sniff of a bfp, just my heavy heart.
in 2 weeks time, it would have been the 1st birthday of my 1st angel baby.
how different things would of been then too, for one i would never ever of known all this pain of loss and infertility.
anyway, silly thread really, just a funny time for me and wanted to get my feelings out....
really hope when my due date passes i will let go enough to get my bfp, and this time be a super healthy sticky!
in 3 weeks time , its my little boys 3rd birthday, my real life angel,
funny how i always conceive around july/ august time and due dates are always april/ may!!
but yes i do have my gorgeous little boy who thank my lucky stars everyday for and know that my body can do it, just when the time is right xxxxx
oh how my heart hurts when i think what could of been around this time, how different i would of been feeling right now....
....maybe i would of had my baby already, and the new baby buzz, mixed with extreme tiredness, and endless visitors and phonecalls or maybe i had just started going into labour or i was fat and heavy and fed up!
but no, no baby not even a sniff of a bfp, just my heavy heart.
in 2 weeks time, it would have been the 1st birthday of my 1st angel baby.
how different things would of been then too, for one i would never ever of known all this pain of loss and infertility.
anyway, silly thread really, just a funny time for me and wanted to get my feelings out....
really hope when my due date passes i will let go enough to get my bfp, and this time be a super healthy sticky!
in 3 weeks time , its my little boys 3rd birthday, my real life angel,
funny how i always conceive around july/ august time and due dates are always april/ may!!
but yes i do have my gorgeous little boy who thank my lucky stars everyday for and know that my body can do it, just when the time is right xxxxx