p1nk11
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Christmas has been so hard i should of been enjoying my first christmas with my daughter , as a proper family, but instead i've had to think about all the things we would of been doing. I never got to buy her presents or put her little stocking next to her basket while she slept. Its supposed to be a happy time but its been so difficult. Friends have been posting on FB pics of their little ones opening prezzies & dressed in christmas outfits, it makes me so angry that i will never get to see my daughter open her presents or do anything with her. Why do they get to have the happy family christmas - dont i deserve that to? i'm not a bad person i love my daughter more than anything but she was still taken away from us. My little girl should be 6weeks old today. I think about her every second of the day & would do anything to get to hold her in my arms again. All i wanted for christmas this year was for my baby to be here to spend it with us. Nothing matters to me anymore - my little fairy has gone to heaven & i'll never get her back.
Really sorry to be so negative but just really needed to rant to get some things out my head.
Happy Christmas Ava, Mummy & Daddy love you so much. Your always in our hearts & our thoughts xxx
Really sorry to be so negative but just really needed to rant to get some things out my head.
Happy Christmas Ava, Mummy & Daddy love you so much. Your always in our hearts & our thoughts xxx