Well this is it 2 of them are going tomorrow, to a very good home (thankyou Beanies sister 
) But i must admit i am finding it very hard saying goodbye, they are 16 weeks old now and i have grown a very strong attachment to them, this pregnancy has made me really sensitive as it is, and i know they have to go to a new home, we couldnt and are not allowed to keep this many cats in the house and i know they are going to a good home, but i cant help feel guilty, like i am betraying them...are they going to be sad, or scared when they get carted off away from their mom and dad and brothers/sisters? Is smudge and coco (mom and dad) going to be sad and pine about it? Or will they be fine, i mean its not like 1 of them is going alone 2 of them are going together so will they be ok? I guess im posting this cause i need some sort of comfort, but i also want honesty...even if it hurts.
Its just that i play with them every day, and i say goodnight to them all every night...and i cuddle them and they come up to me and trust me now, and they sit on the keyboard when im trying to type, and it never annoys me it just makes me smile...and they are the best little kittens in the whole world and i really love them. And im sure beanies sister will love them just as much when she see's how gorgeous they are and what amazing and clever personalitys they have.
You all must be thinking im so stupid right now, that they are just animals but to me they are more than that....i care about them and dont want them to be scared or sad or pine.
I am getting really upset typing this cause they are all running round like nutters play fighting and punk is carrying around a peice of fluff in her mouth and i know its the last time that I will see them all like this...its going to be so quiet without them here...I just need something to make me feel better about myself right now because i feel like such a horrible person and im going to miss them so much....
Im sorry for going on, thanks for reading if you have got this far..
Cassie.
) But i must admit i am finding it very hard saying goodbye, they are 16 weeks old now and i have grown a very strong attachment to them, this pregnancy has made me really sensitive as it is, and i know they have to go to a new home, we couldnt and are not allowed to keep this many cats in the house and i know they are going to a good home, but i cant help feel guilty, like i am betraying them...are they going to be sad, or scared when they get carted off away from their mom and dad and brothers/sisters? Is smudge and coco (mom and dad) going to be sad and pine about it? Or will they be fine, i mean its not like 1 of them is going alone 2 of them are going together so will they be ok? I guess im posting this cause i need some sort of comfort, but i also want honesty...even if it hurts. Its just that i play with them every day, and i say goodnight to them all every night...and i cuddle them and they come up to me and trust me now, and they sit on the keyboard when im trying to type, and it never annoys me it just makes me smile...and they are the best little kittens in the whole world and i really love them. And im sure beanies sister will love them just as much when she see's how gorgeous they are and what amazing and clever personalitys they have.
You all must be thinking im so stupid right now, that they are just animals but to me they are more than that....i care about them and dont want them to be scared or sad or pine.
I am getting really upset typing this cause they are all running round like nutters play fighting and punk is carrying around a peice of fluff in her mouth and i know its the last time that I will see them all like this...its going to be so quiet without them here...I just need something to make me feel better about myself right now because i feel like such a horrible person and im going to miss them so much....
Im sorry for going on, thanks for reading if you have got this far..
Cassie.
