Then it was all systems stop!
Everything ground to a halt. They wanted me to go in because my waters had broken - hell I haven't even fully efaced never mind dilated but because my waters are gone they've booked me in for an induction on Saturday if nothing happens before.
It FEELS like it serves me right for feeling confident and happy - maybe it's just lack of sleep but I feel totally crap about it all, I feel like an ijot for getting so excited.
I'm a sitting duck for infection so have to keep checking my temp and if it goes as far as Saturday they'll put me on antibiotics as routine.
I was ready for almost everything - EXCEPT nothing, I wasn't ready for nothing. I feel really let down by my body. Maybe I'm just sleep starved?