Aww I need a bit of help or just to write down how I'm feeling.
My lb was born almost 3 weeks ago.
I had a meltdown on Day 3 and some tears on Day 5 but apart from that I have been on top of the world and happier than ever...until yesterday! Yesterday and already today I have been very down! I don't know if I'm tired but my husband is really getting under my skin and I can't seem to be polite to anyone. I'm snapping at hubby and my oldest lb but immediately feel guilty when I see my son's face!
I had PND after having my first lb 5 years ago but didn't go to the dr until my son was almost a year! In that time I turned into a really horrible person! I was really hoping that it wouldn't happen again and everything started so positively but I'm feeling really crap today and the fear of having PND is really getting me down. I don't want to speak to hubby about it because he'll not even try to help it'll just be get back to the dr, my mum isn't too well atm and hasn't helped when I've said I was struggling on Days 3 or 5 so I don't want to go to her. I don't really want to mention to my MIL or bestfriend as she's my SIL so I'm feeling very lonely too and don't know if that's making it worse!
Is it baby blues or more ? Xx
My lb was born almost 3 weeks ago.
I had a meltdown on Day 3 and some tears on Day 5 but apart from that I have been on top of the world and happier than ever...until yesterday! Yesterday and already today I have been very down! I don't know if I'm tired but my husband is really getting under my skin and I can't seem to be polite to anyone. I'm snapping at hubby and my oldest lb but immediately feel guilty when I see my son's face!
I had PND after having my first lb 5 years ago but didn't go to the dr until my son was almost a year! In that time I turned into a really horrible person! I was really hoping that it wouldn't happen again and everything started so positively but I'm feeling really crap today and the fear of having PND is really getting me down. I don't want to speak to hubby about it because he'll not even try to help it'll just be get back to the dr, my mum isn't too well atm and hasn't helped when I've said I was struggling on Days 3 or 5 so I don't want to go to her. I don't really want to mention to my MIL or bestfriend as she's my SIL so I'm feeling very lonely too and don't know if that's making it worse!
Is it baby blues or more ? Xx