hi wilma,
i too have just come back over to ttc, i love all the support on here but it is sad that i am back. i am the same as u, dying to start again, and dont want to wait til next cycle. my doc told me to start trying as soon as i am ready, i cant remember whether u know about what happened, i was told i was having mc but turned out to be ectopic, so had surgery on 30th march removing tube, bled for couple days then stopped. got my first neg pg test on monday 5th so i am kinda taking it like my cycle would start then, which makes me on cd 9 i think. i too have been using opk's again and still neg, last month i got it positive on cd 15 so keeping fingers crossed. it's scary hun, but if its meant to happen it will, thats what i believe. i struggled too with losing the baby but i am a spiritualist and i fully believe that the wee soul that was supposed to enter that fetus couldn't because it wasn't right and so will enter the next one. thats my belief anyway and its helping me through. i hope u get stronger and good luck with this next pregnancy. lets hope we are back over to 1st tri before long eh. xxxx