Hi Everyone. please dont judge me im a loving father to be and I dont know where else to turn. Here goes. I met my ex in May, 2 months after she broke off a four year relationship with her first childs father. We hada short but intense relationship. We broke up for 3 weeks but in that time she slept with another man. We reconciled 3 weeks later. she told me also that she told her childs dad she misses him. she said she wanted to be 100% honest with me. we had 2 dates after reconciliation and she told me that she kissed a man in a bar. we werent in a relationship officially so i let this slide. We then made it official and had an amazing 4 months together. i really bonded with her kid and everything was great. Then we became pregnant. We had our usual ups and downs. but the downs were more and more frequebt. I felt she didnt appreciate me and her enthusiasm for oyr relationship died. I told her twice in 2 months that I felt she was pushing me away and i always assured her i would be there for her throughout the pregnancy. I loved her and she had even asked me to move out with her and her kid before we found out. eventually enough became enough and I ended the relationship! i told her that from the beginning she never loved me as much as I loved her. I told her id always be there for the kid and go to appts and scans. I tried to reconcile the next day and she said no. I tried to reconcile a week later and she said no. I tried to ask her out to dinner as a friend and she said no. I did go to the scan and we did talk etc but stil no word on the relationship coming back. A month has passed and I have only seen her 3 times. once at the scan, another to reconcile and to give her kid a birthday present. I am dreading being a single parent and feel that it could work between us if we play our cards right. however her friend told me that she still loves her first childs dad. when her mother called me to scream at me for leaving her i told her that was my reason. Can i have any opinions please. I want a family, i want her. I told her i wanted to see her every couple of weeks as the babys father to see how she is. i still text every 4/5 days to see how she is. she always says shes fine. i have told her to her face that ive moved on but i want to be involved in the pregnancy but she doesnt want to see me . is there anyway i could get her back? have a family with this woman? or do i go it alone. need opinions. i will adore and love this child. i work hard and have money. but she doesnt want to see me or know me! what should i do? i appreciate honesty. i was thinking of just going to her house with a pregnancy related present for her every other week. like a body pillow or other things. even to build a friendship please help