I HAVE to moan...Can't help it!

[fuffins1981]

kept waking in pain in the night.

Could barely walk this morning. Stomach pains and SPD....had to leave earlier than normal to get my son to school.

Was suppose to go to the post office to collect a letter today, but my body can't.

My tummy hurts real bad low down today. More of my fake contractions I think. I refuse to call them BH, as that would sound like I am a wuss and they hurt so bad!!

I am really, really sorry to keep moaning. It just hurts. Sitting here hurts, standing bloody hurts, being in the bath hurts, being in bed hurts. I know they are going to try to help me in a couple of weeks. But just feel like babies head must be sooooo big, that the pressure is loads. I felt better on my due date with my son than I do now (I think so anyway )

 

[joj]

Sorry you're feeling rubbish again hun

 

[bhe101]

Moan away hun, moan away!!
At least theres only a couple more weeks and it will all (hopefully) be over!!!

 

[fuffins1981]

Trying to look at it as:

They are assessing me on the 16th: Will be two days off 37 weeks. Think this is when my sweep will happen.

If it does not work a week or so later will be induced.

So, trying to break it into blocks of hope.

Just wish there could be a point I did not hurt

 

[keli]

 

[sarafet]

sorry you're feeling rubbish again sophie

even though it's less than 2 weeks away, it will still seem to drag in to you is there anything you could do for the next few days to occupy yourself? painting or something? that's what i done to make the last few weeks pass by

*just thought about what i was suggesting you'll hardly feel upto painting if you're in agony

sorry hun

 

[handbagqueen]

So sorry you're feeling so rough again, I hope that you get some relief soon

 

[fuffins1981]

sorry you're feeling rubbish again sophie

even though it's less than 2 weeks away, it will still seem to drag in to you is there anything you could do for the next few days to occupy yourself? painting or something? that's what i done to make the last few weeks pass by

*just thought about what i was suggesting you'll hardly feel upto painting if you're in agony

sorry hun

Don't worry! I need to find something to do that keeps me occupied but doesn't hurt.

My flat could do with a real good tidy. Need to get myself to a point where I can get it done before bbs arrrives. This si whereI wish I had more support around me.
Feel embarrassed moaning to you lot again

 

[sarafet]

Feel embarrassed moaning to you lot again

be quiet silly!!!

we all need a good moan some days, i had mines earlier, it helps to get it out

 

[Moofa]

Don't worry about moaning, cos your not, we are all worried about you

Mx

 

[BeckyJ]

moan away hun!!!!

 

[Terrie]

so sorry your feeling like crap hun x

 

[fuffins1981]

Thank you ladies. Got to try and do mind over matter!

 

[sarah113]

 

[Mildly]

Poor you, hope you managed to find a position that was slightly less painful today

 

[fuffins1981]

Went out to pick my son up from school. Even though it helped to walk....I felt better for it. The sun did zap me....but my body must have liked having a stretch. It finally hurt too much....But was nice

 

[Suzie and Faith]

Awww hun! Keep on going, you can do it! xxxxxx

 

[fuffins1981]

I am trying to keep going Knowing I will meet bubs in the next couple of weeks and that most this pain will be gone, fills my heart with warmth