I am going through hell :-(

[Binzy]

You must be in pieces, I can't add to what anyone else has said, but I have everything crossed for you.

 

[ShadowWolf]

Thinking about you hun, will be watching for your updates. Stay strong.

xxx

 

[amandapanda]

Thank you all very much for your kind words and thoughts - I just hope and pray I have reassuring news on Tuesday...the waiting is the worst thing, I really do think this is the most stressful thing I have gone through in my life! I do thank you all for your support, I'll keep you posted xx

 

[Lexusno1]

That's an awful thing to have to go through. I know I worry at the slightest thing so to not have a definite answer to something like this is epic. The thing that i'd be clinging onto is the fact that is wasn't positive. I know it wasn't negative, but as it stands, you are NOT confirmed as HIV positive. I hope you get a call soon and a letter to confirm this. You know, I would much rather doctors/hospitals just ask you to come in for more bloods and say they didnt have enough serum or something rather than worry you without real cause.

Try to keep it in your head that nothing is confirmed as yet and you are the same person you were last week just until you get your results. I can't imagine what you're going through so easier said than done but you're in my thoughts.

Women are more at risk than men at contracting all STI/D's INCLUDING HIV as there are many differences in biology so that's another point in your favour with regards to your partner.

Good luck and let us know when you get your good news confirmed!

 

[SmallPurpleCat]

Fingers crossed for your results tomorrow xx

 

[FebMum2Be]

Oh sweetie You must be out of your mind with worry, but like the MW said there could be other reasons for it coming back inconclusive I hope everything turns out okay xxxx

 

[Me, My Girls & I]

fingers crossed for tomorrow hun xx

 

[mablestarr]

Oh babes - sounds like a nightmare. I really hope that you a negative result back this time.

Thinking of you. xxxx

 

[megsmeadow]

Hiya, firstly no one is here to judge! I hope the results are clear tomorrow, I'll be thinking of you!!

 

[pinkymum]

Thinking of you for tomorrow!

*hugs*
x x x x

 

[Princess81]

Oh god I've only just read this. So sorry that you are going through such turmoil! How awful really hope it was just a blip in the labs hun and that you get negative results tomorrow. No one on here will judge you. I for one certainly haven't ever asked any partner I've had to get tested just to be sure, and I'm sure the same can be said for a lot of the other girls on here xx

 

[Sam's Mum]

Thinking of you tomorrow x

 

[Mike]

wish you the best of luck.
when i was a porter in lewisham hospital i met many pregnant women who would chat about the reason for their visit. i remember 2 women saying that their hiv test come back with no clear result. they were broken. in total shock. talking to them was difficult becasue when you looked at them, it was like they were in there own little land thinking about the worst (like us humans always do). i really felt for them, the "what if" question is always the worst. it always like torture, no matter what subject it relates to.
I cant even imagine what your going through. but you got to stay up-beat. carry on as normal. no clear test result just means what it says. you havent been given a seath sentance.
you just make sure you dont stress over it too much until you get the real test results back. carry on learning about your pregnancy, how to be a mother, becuase no matter what the results come back as your going to have a gorgeous little baby soon. a baby that will never judge you on your past, a baby that will always be your friend and your support.
but dont forget about us here on the forum. nobody judges you. we are all here to tell our stories and gain advice from others.

I know you was worried about posting this story on the forum, but in time others may be in your situation and not no what to do, and sometimes just reading other peoples experiences will put them at ease and give them hope.
I think i can speak on behalf of everybody reasing this thread when i say i really wish you the best of luck for your test results and we have all fingers toes legs and arms crossed for you.

Keep us update wont u.
X x

 

[FebMum2Be]

Good luck for tomorrow hun will be thinking of you x

 

[JJ Mum]

Oh I can't imagine how you must be feeling right now Hun, i wish you all the luck in the world for the second results today. I certainly won't judge either way, unfortunately HIV is out there and part of our life nowadays, and the sooner people take it more inboard the better. I so hope you come back negative , will be thinking of you today X

 

[smess26]

Wishing you all the best for today Hun!!! X x x

 

[Rósa]

Thinking of you today

 

[Lexusno1]

Thinking of you today

Ditto

 

[Elfs Mummy]

 

[lealea85]

Keep us posted with the results. U have all the support you need hunny.
I hope ur ok *massive hug*