rach29
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Hi ladies. I've been 2 years ttc 
The first 6/7 months was really just ntnp and i have had odd months off here and there in the remaining time, but its been a really loooong slog!
I've had ov tests and thats come back i am ovulating, and OH's SA has come back in the normal range (though she did say it could be better)
af's turned up again this morning so im to ring monday and get booked in for an HSG test. I really worried and nervous about the results. Im not sure if im more scared that there is a problem or if there isnt...
My partner and i, already have 2 children who are going to be 7 and 9 next month. I feel like if they tell me there is a problem and i cant have anymore children then even though ill be devasted, at least ill be able to start dealing with it and start moving on with my life, whereas if there is no problem then its a case of unexplained infertility. I'm always going to have it in my head... what if this is the month, what if we manage to make a baby?!
I just know i cant keep on like this it hurts so badly, do you think that maybe there comes a time when enough is enough? Maybe having another baby just isnt what is ment to be for me??
Sorry for the witter, its just good to be able to get all the thoughts that go round in my head xx

The first 6/7 months was really just ntnp and i have had odd months off here and there in the remaining time, but its been a really loooong slog!
I've had ov tests and thats come back i am ovulating, and OH's SA has come back in the normal range (though she did say it could be better)
af's turned up again this morning so im to ring monday and get booked in for an HSG test. I really worried and nervous about the results. Im not sure if im more scared that there is a problem or if there isnt...
My partner and i, already have 2 children who are going to be 7 and 9 next month. I feel like if they tell me there is a problem and i cant have anymore children then even though ill be devasted, at least ill be able to start dealing with it and start moving on with my life, whereas if there is no problem then its a case of unexplained infertility. I'm always going to have it in my head... what if this is the month, what if we manage to make a baby?!
I just know i cant keep on like this it hurts so badly, do you think that maybe there comes a time when enough is enough? Maybe having another baby just isnt what is ment to be for me??
Sorry for the witter, its just good to be able to get all the thoughts that go round in my head xx