It was really hard making the decision, and that was the thing I struggled with most during my pregnancy! The guilt is unreal! Looking back I don't know why I felt so bad as they love eachother to bits - just like everyone said they would! I'm not sure how a 3rd baby is gonna affect the family dynamics, as we're pretty good as we are. Also DD will be almost 6 if I fall pg at the right time, DS will be around 3 and a half.
I just know I would regret not having a 3rd baby, and also know I would never regret doing it!