Home and angry and upset

[Baileysmummy]

Firstly thanks to everyone who has cared for me over the last few days, its been really nuts and i feel like crap, this is going to sound very harsh but i wish the damm pregnancy would make its mind up and stop messing me about, im really fed up and i feel so down at the moment i dont know what to do with myself

I have basically disharged myself from hospital there is no way im staying in grimsby, i was pleading with them like no tommorrow saying my kids needed me etc, and in the end they gave in to my wishes, i havent been home long well an hour actually, i feel like i have postnatol depression and this baby isnt even here, sometimes wonder what the hell am i doing here, what is the point, my body cant cope with making babies, why do i try to make it better or keep it in for, grr

Im so upset, wanna scream and shout about everything

Cant cope no more

 

[Nicola]

Sending you huge hugs! I'm glad your home, I know your feeling down just now but you'll get all the love and support you need in here and just think how wonderful it will be when your son does arrive, despite the hardships your facing you are coping just fine and I think you have a very loving and supportive husband to help you along the way. I'm glad your back with us

 

[valentine]

Hi sunshinestars,

So sorry you are feeling so down - you have been through a really tough time over the past couple of weeks (and I believe one or both of your last pregnancies was really tough too?) so it's understandable and everyone's heart goes out to you. There is such a thing as antenatal depression - maybe you have a mild case of this due to your circumstances?

I'm so glad you're home though and as long as you are still receiving medical care, then I definitely think you've done the right thing. I'm not a fan of hospitals and think you will bound to be more relaxed and chilled in your own environment.

I am thinking of you - please try and stay calm and keep that baby in for as long as possible. Hugs to you, hubby and the boys.

Love

Valentine xxx

 

[Paula+bump]

Really sorry you feel so down as i said i could not imagine what yoiu have been through and i don't know how i would cope going through what you have been through you have a right to feel the way you do, but on the good side they managed to stop baby coming yet and fingers crossed he stays put for as long as possible, i can understand how fed up you feel and have a scream and shout if it makes you feel better go for it , can't do any harm... I really hope you start to feel a bit better soon

 

[*saulino*]

Hi

So happy you are home, youve been through such a tough few weeks .
Try and rest when you can and at least your home now with family.
Katrina

 

[Baileysmummy]

There is such a thing as antenatal depression - maybe you have a mild case of this due to your circumstances?

Really, i didnt know this, maybe i have that, with everything that has gone on its quite beliable.. im going to see how i get on over the next few days, i couldnt sleep last night, kept having vivid dreams and it wasnt nice, i wont share those with you..

Thanks for all your support girls..

 

[budge]

sunshinestars try and rest and relax. You've been through such a lot and your body and mind needs to decontract.
I hope all goes well now and baby stays put for a few more months.

 

[weenik]

look after yourself and make sure Mark gives you lots of attention - you reallly need to try to take it easy for a few days x

 

[Paula+bump]

Sorry you had a bad night hun and didn't really sleep much I guess it's to be expected after what you have been through, just rest and take it very easy as easy as you can. i know how hard it is with other children!

Hope you start to feel happier soon and able to sleep a bit better

 

[smurf]

hun I hope and pray all settles down for you now. You've been through such a rough time of it I honestly can't imagine how I would cope. Mark sounds like he is a fantastic rock for you so make the most of it hun and take it very very easy like budge said you needs lots and lots of rest and relaxation - Not easy I'm sure with 2 small children wanting mummys attention. We're all here for you so let off as much steem as you need. Have the hospital suggested any kind of councelling maybe your GP could refer you.

 

[Baileysmummy]

smurf, been talking with a close friend this morning she too suggests councelling, but im not sure anyone can help tbh, i think what i need is for this baby to be born safe and well then i think i can finally relax, untill that day after all what has happened i dont think i will settle down..

 

[smurf]

Yeah you're probably right what about some kind of relaxation therapy like a neck and sholder masage or facial - if its just for a hour it would do you the world of good.

 

[Baileysmummy]

Yeah you're probably right what about some kind of relaxation therapy like a neck and sholder masage or facial - if its just for a hour it would do you the world of good.

Sounds great, will look in to it,

thanks huni

 

[gingerpig]

Sorry not have posted before, but like everyone else I have been thinking about you I was just thinking that you're really not being horrible here, being this upset about it just show's how much you care. Plus you're desperate to be there for your existing kids - you sound like a wonderful and very loving mummy. I must admit when someone I love is in pain and close to death (not that your baby is at all) I just want it all over and done with, as I find its the waiting thats the worst part, the not knowing whats happening. Maybe its the same for you with the not knowing which is understandably very stressful

 

[Barmi_Brummeh]

Awwwww babes, dont worry things will get better. Just think at the end of this it will all be worth it when u have that baby layin there in ur arms. I'm sorry to of heard of all the problems u been havin with ur pregnancy but it can only get better!!

Always ere if u need to talk babes.

Take it easy

Abi & Bump xxxxx

 

[nikkif]

aww hun, you have been through an awful time. We are here if you need to talk...look after yourself

 

[MissThing]

Glad that you are home and safe! It must have been awful to experience all of that stuff Just think, that everything hopefully is behind. Try to relax and look after yourself!

 

[Baileysmummy]

Thanks everyone, i was going to stay away for a while but being here today has made me realise ppl do care,


massive thanks to each and every one of you


lets hope thats it now for all the bad times, time to look at the future, dont you agree!!!