Hi, our bubba wasnt planned and we really struggled at first to come to terms with it. I couldnt believe it was real and OH refused to even discuss it, it was awful. On top of that I had 24hour nausea and sickness and my hormones were all over the place. After the 12week scan it felt a bit better but still not 100% real, we still werent discussing it much and went through a real rough patch.
On the first day I felt movements though it all changed, I felt this bubbly feeling walking along the street and after that it was completely different. OH started talking more, we got on better and as I started showing and bubba started kicking it began to feel fantastic. Then the 20week scan which is so much clearer just blew us away and now we wouldnt change a thing.
I think you just have to remember that having a baby is such a huge thing, I bet everyone on here has had worries or concerns or not felt its real at some point or other. I dont think it matters if its unplanned or you've tried for years, its still a huge life changing event and you're bound to feel unsure. And dont forget with your hormones changing every second its hard to know what you're feeling at times.
Try not to worry, Im sure as time goes on it will sink in and as you begin to look more pregnant and your hormones settle down the excitement will begin to creep in. Everyone is different anyway, just because some people are bursting with excitement it doesnt mean that people who are more matter of fact and calmer arent "doing it right"
Dont worry about being emotional, thats normal, we've all been there
In fact I still am like that at times now but it does get easier