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I went for my 12 week scan on Friday expecting to see our baby as i had had no signs of anything being wrong and was already showing and still growing! To find out I had suffered a missed miscarriage at what they think was about 8 weeks, my hubby was away on deployment but luckily my mum had come with me.
When they took me to another room so a doctor could come and talk to me about the next step all I could see was the scan picture on the screen in my head :'( as soon as I had seen it i knew there was something wrong. When the doctor came and spoke to me and gave me all my options I decided that the medication option was for me.
Not everyone thinks i have taken the right option and that I should have just got for the DnC,
But for me I felt I needed to go through the miscarriage so I could get my head around what had happened and not just gone from having a bump and all the symptoms to waking p empty
I had my first dose of medication yesterday and wasn't expecting anything to happen till my second lot on Thursday but it didnt take long to start now I'm just on a waiting game, my husband was sent on RnR early so is here but I think he is struggling to but being strong for me.
I feel so bad as all I can think is I want it over with
When they took me to another room so a doctor could come and talk to me about the next step all I could see was the scan picture on the screen in my head :'( as soon as I had seen it i knew there was something wrong. When the doctor came and spoke to me and gave me all my options I decided that the medication option was for me.
Not everyone thinks i have taken the right option and that I should have just got for the DnC,
But for me I felt I needed to go through the miscarriage so I could get my head around what had happened and not just gone from having a bump and all the symptoms to waking p empty
I had my first dose of medication yesterday and wasn't expecting anything to happen till my second lot on Thursday but it didnt take long to start now I'm just on a waiting game, my husband was sent on RnR early so is here but I think he is struggling to but being strong for me.
I feel so bad as all I can think is I want it over with