I had my first MC on Nov 7 2011 at 8 weeks and 2 days but i had had strange cramps and back pain since about 5 weeks. It was an unplanned pregnancy and we had a 10 week holiday planned in December so i was sad but We had the holiday to look forward too. Both the ER doctor and my GP at my follow up said that it was a very clean natural MC and there is no reason why we could not try again when ever we wanted. So we thought we would try while on holiday after all it took us a few months to have our second child back in 2007. Dec 7 2011 I had my first period it also happened to be the day we left on our trip 24 hrs of travel with a heavy flow yay! Anyway we figured since my period was pretty much on time we may as well go for it and having 2 docs say we could try ASAP it's all good. Jan 02 2012 We got our first positive. I was so happy we were staying with family in Canada I think I was the happiest I have ever been. Everything was going so well the pregnancy before that i lost in Nov felt so strange so different from my other two (Boy 9 and girl 5) I knew something was up the whole time I didn't even believe I was pregnant. This one I felt so good I'm one of those lucky people who don't get morning sickness so i can never rely on that as a sign. But i still had sore breasts, urination and fatigue. The Fatigue was the worst while were in Disneyland at about 7 weeks. My daughter kept asking me if I was Ok and Geez it felt so great to be so tied. My son kept begging me to go on rides he ended up thinking I was too scared to go one any. After that we headed to Vegas. That is the first place I noticed something. I had reached 8 weeks and took some bump photos to document like i usually do. Then we drove for a few hours to Grand Canyon west and spent the day hiking etc. That night we were all tired so we watched a movie about half way through I felt strange very strange. I went to bed very nervous but managed to sleep. On Saturday we flew back to LA for a day before we left America to head to Fiji. That one day in LA was killer. We had finally got to our room I went to the toilet and there was pink CM. I freaked out. My husband managed to calm me down and put me on bed rest. There was nothing else so we hoped. We got to Fiji and for two days I just layed in bed or on the pool chairs there was nothing else and i felt normal. We were packing to leave Fiji (I was 10 weeks) when I went to the toilet and noticed two small streaks of red in my CM. I was not hopeful anymore at all. We rang my doc from there and made an appointment for the day we arrived home. I went in and had some blood tests and he sent me off for an emergency US. I could see everything they didn't turn off the extra viewing screen and my baby measured exactly 8 weeks, the day I had felt weird in vegas. I passed the baby two days later with out help. Anyway I took it hard very hard and then yesterday I was checking facebook for a reunion I'm meant to be going to in a few months. I get on the first page and there right in my face is "We are expecting baby #3 on September 12!!!!!" My exact words were taken out of my happy mind from a few weeks ago. I died! I know life goes on but it's so hard especially to know that my friend is having a baby that is due on my due date. Anyway spoke to my Doc on Wed just gone and I asked for tests. He said they don't usually do anything until you loose 3 and the fact that I've had 2 live births and I'm still young the chances of finding anything is slim. He also said that he doubted that it is hormonal because I don't have trouble getting pregnant. He said maybe this time we should wait a little longer. I'm so scared that it will happen again. Part of me wants to look at the next pregnancy as a dummy run because after that I will get tests for sure.