Hi girls As most of you know i had a mc on Sunday, i've started feeling better the last couple of days but yesterday was the first day that i left the house since it happened. I had to go to the local town centre and i started to feel really anxious and panicky about bumping into anybody i know and it took me about 2 hours of telling myself i was being silly before i could leave the house. Today is my little sisters surprise 30th bday party and i am feeling so anxious and emotional about going. obviously i'm going to go as not going isn't an option, but i'm worried somebody will ask me how i've been and i'll just burst into tears. the only people that now i was pregnant and had a mc are my husband, daughter (18years old) and mum. i have managed to avoid talking to anybody since sunday by just communicating by text and saying i haven't been well and have a bug. i'm really freaking out about this and get panicky and emotional everytime i think about tonight. at home i feel fine, but its just the thought of seeing other friends and family that has got me panicking....I don't know what is wrong with me!!