Oh I dont blame you for feeling down about a new baby in the family, Ive suffered 2 pregnancy announcements this week lol, they seem to be coming thick and fast at the moment! Im happy for them but I cannot help thinking I should be 16 weeks now, getting my bump through and getting nervous about my 20 week scan, it is sad, its hard just pushing those thoughts away, No one knows apart from my OH and my mum, I feel like I have to be strong in front of them so they dont get worried about me, so this forum is such a godsend for me and others who also need the outlet, hope you feel better soon and your period isnt too punishing when it arrives x