Thank you all. I promise I will eventually catch up with as much posts/gossip as I can and get back to being online/as active as I was, I just need to get into a bit of a routine as atm I'm not getting as much rest as I should and trying to do alot at home, aswell as spend as much time as I can with Esmé.
Also I didnt mention it in my birthing story but my labour is getting investigated as there are a lot of unexplained things that happened like Esmés excesive bruising (not the normal ones that were cause from the forceps) and the events leading up to my labour (whilst the doctors were in the room).
I'll explain in a bit more detail when I have alot more time and more answers.
On another note, how do I post some photos? I did it my normal way (going to attachment and picking the photo/s from my pc and upload from there, but it wont upload. Just says failed to upload. Never had that problem before. Or how I can make the photos smaller?