Depression support thread

[pinkymum]

Hi girls,
Just caught up. Sorry some of you have been having a hard time.
Nothing exciting happening with me. Just wanted you all to know I was reading!
Love Helen x x x x

 

[Terrie]

i was awake until 4am, this morning ive had a few difficult calls to deal with and now im just getting set on the housework although i dont feel up to it.. feeling rather defeated today

 

[titch]

my goodness terrie you must be exhausted!

 

[vixforever]

Terrie How are you feeling today Tiny? xx

 

[titch]

I had a very productive morning thanks. we had to go out to get morgans milk so I got him and me dressed before 9, got the laundry on the line. then when we got back i put another load on, washed the bottles and got dinner in the slow cooker. had a good nights sleep last night and spoke to OH about how I am feeling in the evening. we talked about what we remember from morgans birth for a while too which might be why i slept well.

I did tell him I didnt want any more kids now and he said thats ok, he understands.

thanks for asking hun xx

 

[vixforever]

Glad you've had a better day chick xx

 

[Terrie]

glad youve had a better day tiny

ive cleaned my house loads today, my brother and his mrs came round and we all chipped in to make sure it all got done.. im so knackered but at least the house isnt a shit tip.

colin messaged me to say he was going to buy a ps3 after work so i rang him and asked him why.. he just said 'because i want to'... no like discussion or anything... argh hes winding me right up |

 

[ria__x]

had a great day. but now i feel crap i just sit here resenting my mum, family, upbringing, feeling angry. and thinking everyone is against me. god i can't wait to see this psychologist.

 

[ria__x]

sorry i just needed to vent!

 

[Toonlass]

Hey chick, vent away! Were all here for each other.

How is everybody feeling this morning? Xx

 

[ria__x]

i'm ok, bit ill but happy! and hungry.. xx

 

[Elfs Mummy]

i feel down but i don't know why and i have no reason to be, how are you toon ?? xx

 

[titch]

Ive got the health visitor in an hour, shes coming to do the edinburgh scale, im so nervous i feel like crying

glad youre having a good day ria! got a cold though? x

 

[Toonlass]

I'm shite today! Haven't even been washed or dressed, done no chores just watched tele and looked after the kids. Hopefully tomorrow will be better xx

 

[titch]

sometimes we just need days like that! x

 

[Elfs Mummy]

How did the HV go Tiny ? Really hope that things start to fall into place soon xxx
Ria- im glad that you had a good day
Sorry that you've had a shite day i promise Tomorow will always be that little bit better even if it is just one really small good thing xxx

... I've sat in the car crying today for no reason atall. Went into staples today my first thought was to get some blades :'( I Hate this, oh well another night home alone tonight thats going to be fun !!

 

[titch]

have you told anyone how you feel monkei?

I told the health visitor everything. She was here for ages poor woman, I did catch her looking at her watch She said she wasnt concerned about Morgan's welfare because she can see Im really interacting well with him etc which was a relief cos the last thing I wanted was my parenting skills to be questioned. Shes coming back on Monday but she said in the mean time I should try and talk more to Geraint and my Mum.

 

[Elfs Mummy]

I have in the past and it hasn't got me anywhere.

Im really glad that you were able to talk to your HV and that she's coming back Of course she wouldn't say anything about your parenting you're an amazing mummy and Morgans vry lucky to have you xxx

 

[ria__x]

thankyou monkei i hope you feel better soon and i encourage you to talk to someone about the harming yourself! never leads to a good thing although i'm sure you know that. and glad things with HV went well tiny, they are really supportive! to you all xxxx

 

[pinkymum]

Morning ladies how are you all today? I'm a bit pissed off so I'm going to moan now! Lol
I'm over at my old flat waiting for removal men to move my stuff into storage until i get a bigger place. My landlord who is also a friend has put everything in the living room. There's stuff piled up all over the place which I can't move! Also the kitchen is being replaced and all the old units are stuck in the living room too. I have no idea how the guys are going to get a kingsize bed and corner sofa out of here. I'm down here on my own, I'm sitting on the bedside table, it's bloody cold and they've said between 9 and 12. I can't even move stuff and I'm not a happy bunny! Sorry for moaning, it's all quite trivial really but just hope they hurry up and get this over and done with!!!!