Depression support thread

Forums New posts
Nothing thats the thing, nothing is going on. Im just so alone, i have no friends and all i have is responsability. I feel like im sinking, like im no longer in the real world and idk i guess pain has always bought me back in the past even if its for a brief few seconds... I have well over 100 visable scars xx
 
Last edited:
grrr i need my sister to leave... only stuff i have is in the bathroom
 
I hurt myself because i feel i am a bad person and if i hurt myself then its karma. Does that make sense? You don't need razors and things in the bathroom to hurt yourself, your doing it now by beating yourself up! Don't do it chick. Speak to me, shout, cry, pour your heart out but dont hurt yourself. I know i do it but lets be realistic, it doesn't fix anything does it? I wish i had the guts to tell people when i was close to doing it and there was someone to talk to me to pull me back.

Whats up sweetie? Your not alone, i'm listening xx
 
monkei hun, talk to us rrather than doing something daft :hug: we're always around to chat to or whatever xx
 
Just to let anyone who reads this know that me and Monkei have had a long chat and she is feeling a bit better now.

:hug: hugs to all that need them xx
 
So glad that monkei is feeling a bit better :)

Massive hugs guys x x
 
Monkei I'm glad you spoke to toon last night! You've done so well! A year is amazing and you should be so proud of yourself cos I'm proud of you!
I never ever want to go back to cutting, apart from anything else the constant trips to A and E are awful. My left arm is all out of shape and cosmetic surgery wouldn't correct it :(
Once I have minutes on my dongle I'll put up a link of a vid when I went on "this morning" and talked about self harm. That was nearly 5 years ago though. I was CHUBBY lol.


Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
 
Just had a look but can't see / hear it too well on my iPhone. I'll have a proper look at it tonight when the kids are in bed xx
 
pinkymum, i think i remember that this morning! i watched a bit onb youtube but currently at MIL's so can't have sound on. that's awful but you're so strong!

i've never harmed myself physically, i can't even take needles! but i think i do it mentally. bit of a self sabotager!

hope everyone is well :) xxxxxx
 
ria__x said:
pinkymum, i think i remember that this morning! i watched a bit onb youtube but currently at MIL's so can't have sound on. that's awful but you're so strong!

i've never harmed myself physically, i can't even take needles! but i think i do it mentally. bit of a self sabotager!

hope everyone is well :) xxxxxx
Click to expand...

Thanks Hun!
I'm a self sabotager too! Although I'm getting better at not doing that.
The quality of the vid is crap!

Was wondering how you were yesterday when I was looking at this thread! Hope you're doing ok?
X


Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
 
Watching your interview PinkyMum Soo agree with so many things that you have been saying. I agree SH is a release and its soo hard to get out of it. Its wonderfully honest and i think you are soo amazing for breaking the scilence and actualy saying what SH is. xxx
 
I haven't seen it as I'm on phone :(

How're you all doing?
 
Better than i was yesterday but this weekends going to be really tough, and now to add to the dissapointment was planning on going to Bath but my parents have banned me from driving incase of ice. So looks like i wont be seeing anyone until after the babys born. How are you hun ??

I think mentally is the same as physically it all leaves scars xxx
 
Monkei said:
Watching your interview PinkyMum Soo agree with so many things that you have been saying. I agree SH is a release and its soo hard to get out of it. Its wonderfully honest and i think you are soo amazing for breaking the scilence and actualy saying what SH is. xxx
Click to expand...

Thanks Hun!
I'm glad I did it. I did so much media stuff, newspapers, magazines! Heaps of awareness raising stuff. I had to stop though, I didn't want to be know as the messed up girl who cuts herself anymore. But I'm glad I did it when I did.
How are you feeling tonight?
X


Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
 
Thanks Hun!
I'm glad I did it. I did so much media stuff, newspapers, magazines! Heaps of awareness raising stuff. I had to stop though, I didn't want to be know as the messed up girl who cuts herself anymore. But I'm glad I did it when I did.
How are you feeling tonight?
X
[/QUOTE]

I wish i could have done something like that, and you are deffinatly not a messed up girl who cuts herself. You are a strong person who has gotten through all the crap.
Im better, going to be a tough weekend but oh well im sure you girls will keep me on the straight and narrow :) xx
 
We definately will!!! I'm not around ALL the time but I pop on and off during the day so if you ever need to just pm me, I always answer! x

I'm doing well. Back on painkillers which supress my appetite so have to set reminders on phone to eat and have to watch how many I take as last time I was on them I took silly amounts (not to od just to feel good) x
 
You must log in or register to reply here.

Similar threads

K
Prenatal Depression
Replies
11
Views
2K
nori
N
R
Can't stop crying
Replies
3
Views
777
Kimbo
K
P
Depression, support, advice & is anyone on Citalopram?
Replies
17
Views
2K
valentine
V
A
signs of depression???????
Replies
5
Views
1K
amy
A
Monkey
Normal hormones or depression?
Replies
11
Views
1K
Monkey
Monkey

Users who are viewing this thread

Total: 1 (members: 0, guests: 1)

Members online

No members online now.
Total: 6,903 (members: 0, guests: 6,903)

Forum statistics

Threads
473,595
Messages
4,653,909
Members
110,080
Latest member
Deltadawn87

Share this page

Back
Top