We are doing great
congratulations to all the new mummies!!!
Stitches are healing well, baby cuddles are just the best thing in the whole world. I don't think ive cried so much from being so happy!!! Little man is currently cuddling in on my chest for a late night snooze.
I am exclusively formula feeding as I felt I was just not capable after what went down.
My waters broke at 630am on Monday 14th December, by about 12pm I was having slight niggle of period cramp pain. By 11pm I was getting contractions every 8 mins lasting for 1 minute. Managed to get sleep in between but by about 2am I was asking to go in to hospital so off we went. I was checked by midwife and she said the head was so low and pushing in cervix she couldn't say how dilated I was so I was given a sleeping tablet and asked if I wanted to stay or go home. We went home and I tried to get some sleep but I was out of it on this sleeping tablet. I felt like contractions were back to back but I was falling asleep in between the and waking to crazy strong contractions. By 5am i was in agony and crying with the pain so we went back to hospital where I was onto the gas and air and in the bath which was just amazing. By 8am I was pushing and the little man arrived at 0923am.
I got skin to skin and delivered the placenta which turned out to be huge, weighing over 1kg. Immediately after the placenta delivery I heamorraged and the midwifes called 999 for an ambulance. Jack was taken away and given to my fiancé whilst they tried to stop the bleeding. I was stabilised and put on the trolley to get taken to the main hospital. Thinking my ordeal was over we got in the lift to get down to the ambulance. The lift got stuck between floors and the fire brigade had to be called. I was asked to stand up to try and get lifted out of the lift as the combined weight of the trolley and me was about 25 stone. This caused me to almost pass out and I ended up getting lifted out of the lift by a whole crew of firemen on the ambulance trolley. This experience lasted about an hour
Was taken to the ambulance and was restabilised as my blood pressure had plummeted. On the way to hospital I started to bleed again and was blue lighted the rest of the way.
Arriving at hospital I was checked for clots and membranes, which was more painful than actually giving birth and then stitched for a 2nd degree tear. Had to be given massive amounts of fluids via drip and was only really properly coherent by about 3pm. Was moved into labour ward later that night but luckily avoided the need for a blood transfusion and was let out of hospital on the 17th December on my birthday
It has been the most emotional thing I have ever done in my life but he's worth the pain, the tears and just means the absolute world to me.
I hope you all have an extremely positive birth experience and even after all I've gone through I would do it a million times over just to have him again.