Amy0801
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Came home from work today to find a letter from the hospital for dating scan..its on 23rd May. I'm quite scared of going because I'm worried something might have happened or that it might be twins or that I will see it and not feel anything towards it I'm still struggling with my feelings...One minute I'm fine and think yes I can do this and then the next I'm panicing and think we've made a mistake. I know I have mentioned these feelings in other posts but I just can't seem to get over them..I would have thought I would be ok by now. It doesn't help that I have been feeling so crap lately with the usual tiredness and sickness and I just think to myself why am I putting myself through this..DD is 6 and is doing more things by herself and I am getting my life back a bit and now we are going back to square one. Because I suffer with anxiety I need a lot of reassurance and I'm not getting that at the moment..If I try and talk to DF about my feelings he just says "well its too late now"! How does that help me. I haven't told any family or friends so you ladies are the only ones I can talk to..im really worried about becoming depressed