Cycle buddies!

[angel6901]

Yay!! its always lovely to see it in words, I've got a 2 pack of digis in my cupboard, a Christmas gift to myself, I hope to use them soon...if not this cycle then in the next few months Thanks for the support hun xxx

 

[millielaura]

Oh I'm so sorry angel

Congrats on the digi georgesmum, so exciting! xxx

 

[angel6901]

Thanks millielaura, feel deflated now, need to just wait for AF xxx

 

[angel6901]

So emotional today, in baby clinic and just seen a foster mum and an absolutely gourgous baby girl, the baby is only 4 months and waiting to be adopted, her 4 older siblings have been adopted due to neglect felt like crying xxx

 

[millielaura]

Oh angel hope your okay I hate seeing stuff like that. Since struggling ttc it has made me 1. More upset about children treated badly and 2. Really angry lol! Poor baby ,hope she finds a lovely adoptive home and at least she's getting looked after now. When we watch TV OH is fed up of me going "how?! HOW do they get pregnant and we don't?" At various people. Lol last night it was on Benefits Britain and she was 4 months preg.. they lived in a titchy place, having to go to food banks and shoplift etc, smoking . (I'm not judging or anything as know people can have alot more to them and their past than meets the eye, although they were really really rough!) but I was so mad. . I was like how the hell are they pregnant they cant provide for themselves yet here we all house all bought, getting done up, finances all sorted just sat here waiting for a baby and they have one! It makes me so mad lol!! Or on 16 and pregnant haha I'm like to OH.. whhyyyy are these horrid boys who leave the mum to struggle being fathers and your not! Everytime I turn on the TV i see something and I'm even worse in real life lol. It sucks doesn't it knowing people who neglect and harm children can get pregnant just like that and we can't xxxx

 

[angel6901]

Exactly millie, you put it better than I ever could, I'm a childrens immunisation nurse and do children's immunisations in baby clinics and schools, and im also the lead nurse in our team for child protection, so see and hear about a lot of cases of child neglect and abuse.... I have to deal with my feelings in a professional manner, but it does make me so angry that people who don't want children/abuse children can have them and we struggle to TTC
Im just thinking positive that a lovely couple who can't have their own children will adopt her and she will be their beautiful little girl and will get all the love in the world from them. ..im bloody crying now...emotional today or what!! xxxx

 

[angel6901]

Hi ladies how are you all doing?

Anji have you tested again,
Sam hope AF has buggered off
Georgesmum have you stepped over to Tri 1 yet?

Just been to loo and got creamy ewcm ...??


xxx

 

[millielaura]

Angel I typed a long reply earlier and lost it boohoo. You do an amazing job but bet it is so hard at times.
I was almost crying too about it when you said about her getting adopted and getting all the love in the world. It must be so amazing for people who have struggled to conceive and never do with loads of treatment to then go on to adopt. Camt imagine how it would be to finally have a child when you thought you would never. Bless her she will defo get a lovely family

Well I'm two days away from ov and still spotting. I might ovulate later this month though hopefully! I think I'l be able to tell going off ewcm and cramps

Wonder what your creamy cm is about? Do you normslly have it xxx

 

[angel6901]

Hi millielaura

It's hard at times but so lovely to see babies and children every day,

can't believe your nearly ovulating! Get baby dancing hun!!

I'm not sure what the cm means, I don't normally have ewcm or creamy cm at this stage, it's normally just watery, sounds gross but there was a big glob of jelly like cm ...ewww sorry tmi xxx

 

[millielaura]

Yeah bet it is lovely they are so cute!

Ooh I would but still ever so slightly spotting and in the past if I dtd whilst AF not entirely gone I get BV hopefully will dtd tomorrow!

Thats weird if youve never had anything like that before. Whens af due again?? Xx

 

[anji]

Hi Emma, the cm sounds interesting as I've had the same this month and don't normally get it at this time of the month. I had to buy some cheap tests today (don't even say what the mu is) as there was nothing else. Think I see another faint line but could be an evap. Will try the other one tomorrow with fmu then if still rubbish then I will venture into the next town and get a frer.

 

[Sam15]

Hi girls

Hope you're all doing ok. Sorry you had a double BFN whammy Emma. Hope you're feeling better tonight. It's so bloody draining, this ttc! cm sounds very confusing...hard I guess if you're not 100% sure you ovulated, as it could signal the lead up to ov?? Just a thought.

That little girl today sounds adorable. So sad that she's in that situation. It annoys me that women like that carry on having more children!

millielaura - can't believe you're nearly ov'ing again! When is your first acupuncture session?

CD7 for me and need to start thinking about dtd again!! An effort sometimes (the thinking about it more so!) and bloody tiring once you get into the fertile period!! Looking forward to acupuncture Thursday and asking about that implantation like bleeding I had. Not feeling overly optimistic at the mo but perhaps I will in a week's time! Starting to feel v impatient for that BFP!!

Xx

 

[millielaura]

Well I dtd tonight as cd7 and ovd cd9 last time. Im still spotting so no ewcm yet and also probs given myself bv but i wanted to at least attempt to get some there. cd8 tomorrow. Such a long af!!
Boobs starting to feel tender so I know I might ov early again!
My first acupuncture session is not the saturday coming but the one after! so excited
Im getting very inpatient too lol !xcc

 

[angel6901]

Hi ladies
Well that test I took yesterday has now got an extremely faint line!! I feel like I'm going mad

Millielaura well done for DTD last night it's good to make sure you have some little guys waiting

Sam, missed you the last few days, Gosh not long till ovulation for you, are you using the Clearblue digi again?

Anji well you got a faint line on a cheapie so I would try a FRER or superdrug and you'll get a darker line now, post a pic when you do

Well I've got a really long day got to work till 4.30 then have a speed awareness course 5.30-9.30 I was doing 34 in a 30 zone so I deserve to be punished but I'm so tired today already xxxx

 

[millielaura]

I feel awful this morning had a complete breakdown out of nowhere about ttc. I feel like OH and I will break up.. I'm so angry all the time and he said I've turned into a psycho :'(. I cant help being angry and upset though this ttc is literally breaking me xxx

 

[Georgesmum]

I really hope that is your BFP coming through. Have my fx for you. Good luck Anji and angel.

 

[angel6901]

So sorry you feel rubbish today Millie, most men don't understand the emotions we go through TTC, I hope you feel better soon, sorry its a short post I wrote one earlier and then deleted it by mistake doh we are all here for you
Big hugs xxxx

 

[anji]

well ladies I've had a busy couple of days, after getting a faint line on a frer Saturday I brought a couple of cheapies, done one yesterday and could see a very faint line. Done the other this morning and bfn drove in to superdrug and got me a frer and got my BFP!!!! So happy also the fact it will be due on my late fathers birthday!

 

[angel6901]

YAY Anji!!!
So glad you got your BFP hun, those cheapies are rubbish for early testing they are like 25mlu and FRER are 12mlu I think ...could you email me a pic and I'll post it for you xxx

 

[Georgesmum]

that's brilliant. Yay!!! Congratulations! We can be bump buddies. When would you be due?