Hi ladies,
This year I have had to miscarriages. My first at 6 weeks and my second was a MMC at 13 and I had to get a d&c.
I feel emotionally awful about this. Im so scared Ill never to carry to term. I am also desperate to have a child so the thought of it never happening is heartbreaking.
Also, I KNOW the misscariages are not my fault but I FEEL like they are. I feel like its my fault my body couldnt protect them. I feel like there is something wrong with me. Ive tried explaining how I feel to my partner but he doesnt understand. I feel like Ill feel this way forever...until I carry to term. But I dont think Ill ever carry to term so I feel like Im just stuck in a vicious cycle.
I want to try again starting in December but Im so scared.
Can anyone relate ?
This year I have had to miscarriages. My first at 6 weeks and my second was a MMC at 13 and I had to get a d&c.
I feel emotionally awful about this. Im so scared Ill never to carry to term. I am also desperate to have a child so the thought of it never happening is heartbreaking.
Also, I KNOW the misscariages are not my fault but I FEEL like they are. I feel like its my fault my body couldnt protect them. I feel like there is something wrong with me. Ive tried explaining how I feel to my partner but he doesnt understand. I feel like Ill feel this way forever...until I carry to term. But I dont think Ill ever carry to term so I feel like Im just stuck in a vicious cycle.
I want to try again starting in December but Im so scared.
Can anyone relate ?