Oh dear. I can't stop crying today. My sister-in-law gave birth to a beautiful baby boy this morning. I should be over-the-moon and I am BUT it's just really made me think about my miscarriage now and what I have lost. Somehow it's made my m/c seem more real if that makes sense. I think I just kept thinking 'it's a miscarriage' like it was a medical term rather than it actually sinking in that I'd lost a baby. Now I keep looking at the photo of my new nephew and thinking about what we've lost. I feel bad that I'm thinking like this when I should be so happy.