I don't know why I came on PF today after so long being away, but when I saw your pregnancy journal I felt excited and so pleased. I was just going to have a nosey, when I read the last few comments and my heart absolutely dropped.
I feel so angry for you, why is life so unfair?! Haven't you been through enough?! I honestly cannot imagine how you must feel, just trying to is upsetting enough and its no where near the truth and reality of losing a child. Like Nat said and many of us have said previously, you are so bloody strong! You are an inspiration, to get back up each time life knocks you down in such a cruel way is amazing.
I really hope that today although heartbreaking and difficult it must be, that it has gone/goes smoothly and you physically recover well. I know that the emotional recovery will be a lifelong journey for you and your family, which you have so much support for.
There are no words, but I want you to know I'll be thinking of you. xxx