WiccanRachel
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Hey everyone.
Sorry i did not reply last night, i was rushed into hospital and had to stay in over night as i was starting to loose so much blood.
Took them 5 hours to get to see me i was sick of waiting, i knew i was loosing my little one having gone through it twice before and i just wanted to go home after a while, but i stuck it out.
Had a gyno look at me at 1am to tell me that my cervix was still tight and closed which was a good thing, i started crying with joy thinking i was still pregnant, they wanted me to stay overnight so i could have a scan in the morning to see if the baby was there and alive and kicking. I had hope..
But that hope failed fast.
They took my HCG bloods at 1.30am and my partner went home to rest whilst i tried my hardest to sleep in the hospital. I Finally fell asleep at 5am, to be woken at 6am to be told that my HCG level was extremely low at a 10 and even accused me of NOT BEING PREGNANT AT ALL!!!!!!
i was livid and so so angry at the situation. I knew i was pregnant, i have had 4 positives and the gyno said my cervix was closed and "all was looking well!"
I still thought i may be pregnant, "bollocks to the blood results" i thought..
"they don't know what they are talking about" lol... (angry state.)
In a strange place i called my partner at 7am to discharge me, i just wanted to go home, the scan didn't matter much to me anymore because they had told me there was "NO BABY" anyway...
As i was about to leave the health care woman was shocked to see me discharging myself..
"Why are you leaving? thought you were having the scan lovey?"
i shouted and cried out.. "I DON'T NEED IT ANYMORE DO I.. I'M NOT PREGNANT!!"
She was so shocked... still believing i was pregnant and putting her job on the line she pulled me to the side and told me to pee in a pot and she will dip stick it on the quiet..
So i did.. she wrapped it up and told me to leave and see my GP..
As i left the building i looked at the test i could not believe me eyes.
TWO LINES!! i am pregnant...!!
I ran back in to see her and gave her a hug, whispered in her ear "i am pregnant still!!" and she said "So see your midwife honey..."
So i did.. i had her at 12pm today but by the time i got home i was bleeding so much and i had clots coming out of me (sorry TMI)
I shown my midwife the test and said. "There's no doubt about it Rach, you were pregnant, i can honestly say this is a miscarriage."
I was so upset with the hospital for saying that i was making it up... at least my midwife has now set them straight with a nice little letter.
Not a good night at all. Sorry about the rant.
Had to let it out. Bloody NHS
Goddess look after you little bean, we lost you 4 weeks and 4 days.
Will love you forever and always xxxx
Sorry i did not reply last night, i was rushed into hospital and had to stay in over night as i was starting to loose so much blood.
Took them 5 hours to get to see me i was sick of waiting, i knew i was loosing my little one having gone through it twice before and i just wanted to go home after a while, but i stuck it out.
Had a gyno look at me at 1am to tell me that my cervix was still tight and closed which was a good thing, i started crying with joy thinking i was still pregnant, they wanted me to stay overnight so i could have a scan in the morning to see if the baby was there and alive and kicking. I had hope..
But that hope failed fast.
They took my HCG bloods at 1.30am and my partner went home to rest whilst i tried my hardest to sleep in the hospital. I Finally fell asleep at 5am, to be woken at 6am to be told that my HCG level was extremely low at a 10 and even accused me of NOT BEING PREGNANT AT ALL!!!!!!
i was livid and so so angry at the situation. I knew i was pregnant, i have had 4 positives and the gyno said my cervix was closed and "all was looking well!"
I still thought i may be pregnant, "bollocks to the blood results" i thought..
"they don't know what they are talking about" lol... (angry state.)
In a strange place i called my partner at 7am to discharge me, i just wanted to go home, the scan didn't matter much to me anymore because they had told me there was "NO BABY" anyway...
As i was about to leave the health care woman was shocked to see me discharging myself..
"Why are you leaving? thought you were having the scan lovey?"
i shouted and cried out.. "I DON'T NEED IT ANYMORE DO I.. I'M NOT PREGNANT!!"
She was so shocked... still believing i was pregnant and putting her job on the line she pulled me to the side and told me to pee in a pot and she will dip stick it on the quiet..
So i did.. she wrapped it up and told me to leave and see my GP..
As i left the building i looked at the test i could not believe me eyes.
TWO LINES!! i am pregnant...!!
I ran back in to see her and gave her a hug, whispered in her ear "i am pregnant still!!" and she said "So see your midwife honey..."
So i did.. i had her at 12pm today but by the time i got home i was bleeding so much and i had clots coming out of me (sorry TMI)
I shown my midwife the test and said. "There's no doubt about it Rach, you were pregnant, i can honestly say this is a miscarriage."
I was so upset with the hospital for saying that i was making it up... at least my midwife has now set them straight with a nice little letter.
Not a good night at all. Sorry about the rant.
Had to let it out. Bloody NHS
Goddess look after you little bean, we lost you 4 weeks and 4 days.
Will love you forever and always xxxx
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