I know I am so lucky to have got this far at all after all the scares I've had, but sometimes I really wonder - am I doing the right thing? Can I be a mum? I really doubt the person I am and don't think I want a baby sometimes. Am I being totally irrational or am I normal? Is it 'normal' in pregnancy to feel resentment for the life in your belly as it takes up my wardrobe, my body, and my life? Sometimes I really don't know what I am doing. And then I feel guilty for feeling like this. Is it my depression coming back? Sorry guys, I don't know who else to ask. One minute I am so so happy but the next I'm so scared and don't know what I'm doing.