Angel Baby No.2

Discussion in 'First Trimester' started by Davinia, Jan 13, 2006.

  1. Davinia

    Davinia Well-Known Member

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    Dear All,

    Shortly after my last post on Monday evening, I lost our bubba..... :cry: Angel baby No.2 (I'm so sorry I could'nt hang on to you, but mummy Loves you)
    I know I should probably post on the miscarriage thread but what with all the support I have had from you guys I thought you might like to know.

    It's breaking my heart sitting here typing this and I am proper bawling it, but in a way it makes it seem more real. :cry: :oops: :cry: :oops:
    I feel as if I'm in a bubble. Can this really be happening again? I sometimes feel alone and wonder how I'll ever get through this. :cry:

    I came out of hospital Wednesday evening and have been resting as I'm still in a bit of discomfort and am bleeding heavily. I am glad that bubba came away naturally and I needed no surgical intervention this time. :oops:

    I would just like to say a big THANKYOU to all of you for your support and for taking the time in reading my posts, I wish you all a happy and healthy pregnancy and I shall be thinking of all of you. I won't name names as you know who you are and besides there are so many of you......... You really are a great bunch of people.
    I shall come online still and see how you lucky people are getting on in your pregnancies.

    Take care all.
    Much Love
    Davinia.XX
     
  2. xSuzx

    xSuzx Well-Known Member

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    I am so sorry for your lose Davinia,

    I haven't posted on your threads before but have been following how you've been doing and thinking of you.

    I can't imagine how you must be feeling but I really do wish you all the best and hope that your recovery goes well phsically and emotionally.

    I know from what I have read that these last couple of weeks have been an emotional hell for you.

    Look after yourself and do whatever you need to do to get through this.

    all the best

    xSuzx
     
  3. *sam*

    *sam* Well-Known Member

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    Oh Davinia

    I am so so so sorry for your loss, I want to sent you a big hug and all my love.
    I truley am sorry. I don't really know what else to say, I'm not very good with these things.
    We are all here for you.
    I wish you a speedy recovery physically, and mentally, take your time it's an awful thing to have to go through.
    I hope that you're getting all the support you need from your family.

    Much Love and big hugs

    Sam xxxx
     
  4. sasswa

    sasswa Well-Known Member

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    Davinia,

    Big hugs and support from me.

    It's crap and it never is any easier.......take your time with your emotions and everything else. No one can advise you what is right or not - your the boss and you know what is best for you.

    I'm angry for you - if that one hasn't hit as yet. Please take it easy, I'm thinking of you.

    Sarah
     
  5. Anna Marie

    Anna Marie Well-Known Member

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    Oh Davinia I am so so so so sorry, I have been wondering and hoping every day that I would not read such a post from you. So sorry.

    I know words cannot take away your heartbreak but if we can help you get through this awful time please lean on us.

    I wish I could wave a magic wand and make all the pain and hurt disappear.... I truly know how you feel and when it happens we cannot see the way forward but you will get there honey.. just take your time and allow yourself to grieve which ever way you need to.

    Here for you
    hugs and xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
     
  6. Imi-Maddie's-Mum

    Imi-Maddie's-Mum Well-Known Member

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    Davinia...

    Im am so so so so sorry :cry:

    Thinking of you, if you need anything or a chat PM me anytime...

    Still here 4 you... take care of yourself,

    Imogen.
     
  7. jacquidube

    jacquidube Well-Known Member

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    Hi Davinia, I have been waiting for your post to come in. You are so brave hun, you have been through so much.
    You do need a break from all this and its nice that you have pushed the specialists to get cracking with the tests. Lets pray hunny that they will find out the cause of your miscarriages and not so long in the future you will be holding the little baby you long for.

    Please dont be distant and keep in touch every now and again. You know I am thinking of you and I pray that nothing but good comes your way.

    Look forward to your holiday and relax and enjoy...YOU.
    You are in my thoughts Davinia.
    All my love Jacqui. x x x x
     
  8. hayley

    hayley Well-Known Member

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    Hi Davina

    I can only repeat what others have already said. I am so so sorry for your loss. Take your time to recover emotionally and physically. You are a very strong woman and you will get through this. You have every person on here behind you. We are here to listen and always will be. Keep in touch.

    A million hugs sent.
    x
     
  9. hannan

    hannan Well-Known Member

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    Oh, Davinia. I can't tell you how sorry I am, I could cry for you, I really could. All I can say though, is that I can sympathise with how you are feeling and really do feel for you and your OH. Please take care and PM me anytime. Thinking about you loads.
    xxxxxxx
     
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    hunny im so sorry for your loss big hugs to you xxxxxxxxxxxxx
     
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    I know we have not spoken but I am really sorry to hear your news.

    Love and kisses to you.

    Lisa
     
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    Hi,

    I too Davinia echo what everybody else has said, so sorry to hear of your sad loss.

    Take care

    Amy xx
     
  13. Bagpuss17

    Bagpuss17 Well-Known Member

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    I'm so sorry to hear your sad news Davinia.

    Hugs to you and your OH.


    Take care
     
  14. Tan

    Tan Well-Known Member

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    Davinia

    I'm not certain about what to say as I have never been in this position and couldn't even begin to imagine how you are feeling.

    I am so sorry for your loss and I really hope you are doing ok. I hope that with time, your sorrow will fade. I will be thinking of you lots.

    Take care sweetie and look after yourself and don't forget, we are always here for you.

    Love and hugs,

    Tan xxxx
     
  15. Sarah&Braydon

    Sarah&Braydon Well-Known Member

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    oh hunni i am so sorry and i am sending big hugs to u, i am not going to pretend wot it is like but i really am so sorry and i wish you all the best
    lots of love x x x
     
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    Davinia,

    I'm soo sorry to hear of your loss, as the girls said, we are all thinking of you and OH. Family and friends are a great source of comfort but if you need a bit extra even in the wee small hours we are always here for ya.

    Take care,

    Bev x x
     
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    stephlw25 Well-Known Member

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    So so sorry to hear your news Davinia,

    Sending big hugs your way ((((((((())))))))

    Steph x x
     
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    Amanda Well-Known Member

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    Davinia I am so so sorry to hear of your sad loss hun. I just want to second what everyone else has said and send you lots of (((hugs))))

    And we are always here for you.
    xxxx
     
  19. Davinia

    Davinia Well-Known Member

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    Thankyou All so much for your well wishes.. :)
    It's a rough, physical and emotional ride, but knowing I can chat anytime on here to you guys makes me feel a lot better. Most of you have not had an easy time of it either but it's lovely to know that some of you have/will have a good outcome and that gives me hope too.

    I am resting at home and have picked up some holiday brochures so shall be having a look whilst I'm at home, hope to book a hol very soon..

    At least my Angel babies are not alone and I shall meet with them one day. :cry: For now I must stay strong in the hope that one day I shall become a Mum and hold my own bundle of joy.

    Good Luck to you all and thanks again for your support!
    Much Love
    Davinia.XX
     
  20. KatysMummy

    KatysMummy Well-Known Member

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    We are so very sorry for your loss Davinia, there can be no words to comfort you. We are here if you need us, I think you are so brave. xxxxxxxxxxxx
     

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