LaurenMM
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Bit random and strange but I've just realised I'm going to be a mom in 12.5 weeks :O and I'm scared!!!
I've never even held a baby properly, let alone changed a nappy or fed one. And... I'm embarassed to admit this but when I playing with my OH's cousins baby, he was sat on the living room floor and I was just patting his little back. I didn't even realise he wasnt strong enough to support himself... I looked away for literally 2 seconds and he rolled forward and full on headbutted the floor. He wasn't hurt and OH's cousin found it hilarious, as did everyone else, but I just think its my fault I hurt a little baby even if it was an accident
Just so scared I'm going to be a crap mom I don't have the best relationship with my own mum unfortnately and I feel extremely let down by her and not close with her anymore.... Will I turn out the same? Will I let my daughter down? Don't get me wrong I'm still so so happy and so looking forward to it I'm just scared :S
xx
I've never even held a baby properly, let alone changed a nappy or fed one. And... I'm embarassed to admit this but when I playing with my OH's cousins baby, he was sat on the living room floor and I was just patting his little back. I didn't even realise he wasnt strong enough to support himself... I looked away for literally 2 seconds and he rolled forward and full on headbutted the floor. He wasn't hurt and OH's cousin found it hilarious, as did everyone else, but I just think its my fault I hurt a little baby even if it was an accident
Just so scared I'm going to be a crap mom I don't have the best relationship with my own mum unfortnately and I feel extremely let down by her and not close with her anymore.... Will I turn out the same? Will I let my daughter down? Don't get me wrong I'm still so so happy and so looking forward to it I'm just scared :S
xx