Rowesb
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Am not sure if this is really the right place to put this...
Why after so long does it still hurt so much.
My sister had her baby boy this morning... I so thought that after I had got passed the 42 week mark that I would find things slightly easier, but it has really knocked me.
It doesn't help that my mother called me to tell me, got interupted by my dad (who I think may have been distracting her so that she didn't ram me with her size 9) so I was told that she would phone me back, which she never did but put on facebook as her status "yes, at last"... managing to make me feel like a class 1 failure again....
... I just start getting my head round the fact that it wasn't my fault and then she always manges to make me feel as though it is
then I get DH saying that as I am so upset that I am not being fair to Pip as I am not concentrating on him enough....
Sometimes I really do not know which way to turn...
Why after so long does it still hurt so much.
My sister had her baby boy this morning... I so thought that after I had got passed the 42 week mark that I would find things slightly easier, but it has really knocked me.
It doesn't help that my mother called me to tell me, got interupted by my dad (who I think may have been distracting her so that she didn't ram me with her size 9) so I was told that she would phone me back, which she never did but put on facebook as her status "yes, at last"... managing to make me feel like a class 1 failure again....
... I just start getting my head round the fact that it wasn't my fault and then she always manges to make me feel as though it is
then I get DH saying that as I am so upset that I am not being fair to Pip as I am not concentrating on him enough....
Sometimes I really do not know which way to turn...