I need help and advice please...???
I had a really bad eating habit pre pregnancy and litterally lived on nothing but fruit and 1 main meal which was tiny.. i was a bit of a control freak i jogged for an hour after work and went on the treadmill too worked on the wii fit then moved to the xbox kinect and even done early morning walks and stretches before work.
i moved to my mams after leaving the ex and my routine changed dramatically, i litterally jogged a few times a week then i fell pregnant and stopped jogging because i was worried for the baby.
Ive completely changed my attitude towards food, i eat 3 meals a day and snack on fruit (not all meals are super healthy and some snacks are doritos and chocolate)
Ive gone from working so hard to get into my 8st9 (size 8/10) and have now hit 10st6 (still 10 but only because of my mat pants) i feel so low its ridiculous and im shocked its never hit me before now, i guess i was just thinking for baby and now im fretting for my body. i used to be self concious anyway but jesus i hate my body... (sounds strange but not my bump) just my legs and bum ive not looked in a mirror for a while and i did yesterday and felt sick at the cellulite...
I can work at it im just lost at what i can and cant do, it so hard when people around me arent very healthy eaters and dont exercise either. I was hoping ill be ok to go straight to exercising after the pregnancy but i have a feeling if i get much bigger it will instantly put me on a downer and ill just wallow in self pity... pathetic, i know
but i dont want to get in that rut.
I have passed the heaviest ive ever weighed and that was 10st.
xx