Update - not pregnant anymore

[kanga86]

I'm so so sorry leesey, I just can't believe it big hugs xx

 

[Nurse 26]

Sorry hun. xxxx

 

[TiffanyJaynexo]

I'm so sorry to hear that hun I really wish these things wouldn't happen, take care of yourself xxx

 

[In Dreams]

Oh Leesey, I am so sorry to hear this hun. Big xxx

 

[lisey27]

So sorry to read this xx

 

[PINK BUTTERFLY]

So not fair! I hope your dreams come true very soon hun! xx

 

[mrsblue]

I'm sorry leesey xx

 

[EmmaN27]

Sorry to hear that Leesey, have you been to see your doctor to get it confirmed? xxx

 

[cosmicgirl]

So sorry x

 

[leesey]

Hi everyone,

Thanks so much for your words, I'm welling up just reading everyone's kind thoughts. I've been having a bit of a bubble on and off all day, but it still hasn't really sunk in yet.
Managed to get the afternoon off work and went to EPU, who confirmed that I was no longer pregnant and that I should expect to bleed anytime between now and the next fortnight. It seems like such a long wait I didn't realise it could take so long. So I'm obviously hoping for sooner rather than later.

The horrible thing is I very much still feel pregnant, so if I hadn't continued to test I would never have known that bubs was gone. I feel grateful for knowing early on, if I'd gone another fortnight thinking I was pregnant before miscarrying then it would have been even more devestating I think.

I'm off tomorrow, so just need to hope that it happens soon so I can feel like it's properly over. Last time I only bled for one day, but I don't know if I can judge by that at all.

Thanks again everyone, it means so much knowing that everyone is here to talk to xxx

 

[EmmaN27]

 

[Mummytoo2boys]

I'm so sorry huni. Xx

 

[kanga86]

it makes me so sad to read this, sat here crying for you. I feel for u so much hunny, I hope it is an easy mc for u and happens quickly. xxx

 

[leesey]

Thanks

 

[babybo]

Oh no. Oh babe sending you huge hugs. Really hope it ends for you soon xx

 

[Amyrose]

Aw hun I'm so sorry x

 

[masonowen]

i,m so sorry to hear this. I wish you luck for the future.

 

[Tara1985]

I am so sorry to hear this, I can't imagine how you are feeling!

 

[leesey]

I got a lovely phonecall this evening from the EPU, and it was the midwife just phoning to check I was ok, as she was thinking of me. She felt so bad that there was nothing she could do. I cried a bit when I was talking to her because it was so sweet of her. Good to know when I get my sticky bean that I'll be in kind, caring hands.

I will let everyone know if I manage to see the doctor tomorrow, hopefully will get the ball rolling with checking my hormone levels. I seem to be able to conceive ok, but there's obviously something stopping the pregnancies progressing. I've got a strange feeling though that my doctor said last time that it's 3 miscarriages before further investigation. They didn't acknowledge my CPs much, so I don't think they'll count.

Will keep everyone updated, and again thank you for your thoughts xx

 

[Tara1985]

Reassurring to know you have a friendly face at the Hospital. Just so gutted for you but admire your strengh.

xxx