The 'we arent trying' 2ww.....

[Amyrose]

yep we def want a pic

 

[positivity :)]

pic, pic, pic, pic!!!!! so exciting!! xx

 

[smokey08]

need a pic!!! how exciting is this???

 

[Samsgirl]

well ladies...tested this morning bfn....but last time i was bfn in mornings...lol....im 11dpo today and last time i get a mega faint line at 11dpo in the evening and then a darker line on the evening of 12dpo...

i feel proper rough...felt queasy all day and i feel like my head going to explode. i now think i maybe do actually have flu and they are not bfp symptoms!! i will of course keep you updated xx

 

[Samsgirl]

just done another cheapie...bfn...

shouldnt have got my hopes up.....

 

[positivity :)]

See what u get tomorrow Hun, I really hope u get ur BFP xxx

 

[kedi376]

I didn't help with not getting your hopes up, sorry! But I'm still hoping x

 

[Samsgirl]

well..we will see...

at the end of the day..we werent try...we were preventing..lol...so i shouldnt be feeling so gutted!!xx

 

[Piglet's Mama]

Good luck for the morning hun - just jumped from page1 to page9 and re your wedding dress, wanted to say I'm 29w now and my bump is still quite small - it's my boobs that are ginormous! You would deffo be able to get dressed altered to accommodate bump though and I reckon you'd look lush x

 

[Samsgirl]

thanks jen....i have huge boobs anyway so god help me when im pregnant...ha ha xx

 

[Spinneygirl]

Hi samsgirl hope your ok hun, FX for you xxx

 

[Samsgirl]

thanks spinney....yeah im okay.......didnt want it....then thought i might have it...then desperately wanted it...

oh well........we have decided to ttc next cycle rather than waiting for august xx

 

[Princess81]

aw you arent out til she gets you as you know xx

 

[Samsgirl]

yeah....i really feel like i am...i have so many symptoms....

but as i have said...i probably am just actually ill and need to accept that and have some time off work rather than battling on cos im convinced its just pregnancy symptoms...lol

xx

 

[Princess81]

Well whatever the outcome is, make sure you look afteryourself, maybe some pampering is in order? x

 

[Samsgirl]

well if i am 'ill' then it feels like my body is giving up...so i think its telling me to take it easy..

since the m/c i have battled on and work has been very busy and stressful and maybe this is my body saying 'look will you just take it easy'

i said to my OH today that if i do get my bfp, i am going to have to put my foot down with myself and take several steps back at work and slow down xx

 

[Samsgirl]

af here...oh well

more cb digi opks ordered...bring on 14 days time x

 

[cosmicgirl]

Sorry to hear that hunnie xx

 

[Samsgirl]

knew it would have to have been a miracle...after all i was keeping him at arms length til it was safe. ha ha...looks like i can do a good job of that eh??!!! ha ha

i will be well and truly pulling him towards me this next cycle xx

 

[laurat]

Oh sorry Samsgirl! Lets all go for next months BFP!